Thursday, February 08, 2007 @5:24 PM
sorry... i dunnoe wad title should i put..i dunnoe y.. i feel so aimless sometimes. i HATE it, juz HATE it. but i dunnoe y im so aimless too.the exams are coming, and im having one TOMORROW MORNING! but i juz dun feel like doing anything regarding about my exams. im scared.. wad if i didnt do well this time, wad if when all the formulas are there and i juz cant put my mind together to pick the correct formula and use it on tomorrow's maths exam, same goes to my thermodynamics paper.i've encountered a problem/question in one of the past year paper i got when i tried doing it. im scared if the same thing come out, i cant think of anything to solve that question.by the way, im also puzzled y am i giving myself so much stress when it is unnecessary.listening to music now, but still unable to relief my mind and wadeva im thinking now.. HOW??maybe i should change another song? come on.. someone pls give me a reply, that is all i need.maybe bcos now im alone, my mind will run wild( and it has been running wild ever since this morning, which makes me not having the mood to study... but i feel like being alone when studying. so ironic...), with no one laying a helping hand.maybe bcos i never on the fan, the environment maybe too warm for my brain to function well. i.. seriously dunnoe wad should i do now. it's ok, i will be fine after blogging.im.. scared. scared that i will do badly bcos i seriously dun have the mood to study, and it has been like that since monday. WHAT AM I GONNA DO?!maybe.. i should change another topic to study on right now.thanks to one of my hormone(i dunnoe the name) which helps me regain my calmness after the thoughts of so many things that i have juz wrote.maybe i should juz give up studying now.. and relax myself. stressing myself wont work for me.. sigh~~ i feel much better now.. and i know wad i should do le.. haha..wow, i never realised that writing, or blogging, can be such a doctor.it's as if the juice of sugar cane is stress, and once it is being squashed, squeezed, pressed. im the leftover dried up sugar cane. free from stress, feeling SOOO MUCH lighter.but.. how i wish i can be as slim as the leftover in real-life.. haha XDhm.. if u r stress now.. try blogging, it helps! haha.. and maybe go drink up all the sugar cane juice.. haha, im fine now! still able to joke eh~..so... ENJOY! o.<
♥ .please.let.me.free.
.float.to.heaven.wooolalah.