Wednesday, August 01, 2007 @12:25 AM
GOSH...
how arh?.. im abit scared leh..
normally there will be a very quiet atmosphere right b4 a storm starts.. and i think same goes to me..
i feel that im seriously slacking now.. when i know im bound to do something.. this feeling keeps growing inside.. aiyoooo..i dun think im thinking too much..
and it's like.. 3 weeks to exams, LOL.. and i still.. dunnoe a whole lot of things.. i have the urge to study sometimes.. but it juz gone way off when my body juz dun feel like doing a single thing..
im so lazy laaaaaaaaaaaa... i hate this.. but i dunnoe what should i do now!.. no mood, no motivation, nothing for me to look forward.. maybe juz the vietnam trip..
and oh ya.. i guess cant get all A's le.. haiz.. cos UFS(understanding financial statement) module.. SUX!!!!.. haiz.. im so hopeless at that.. shouldnt have chosen that.. but i think, the other IS modules will be much more difficult than this.. as this doesnt require any projects, but i totally dunnoe a single thing right at the start of this terms lecture.. totally no 'tian fen' at this man.. so if i ever open a business, be my worker, and u can easily snatch the whole business..
no more digressing.. i still dun have the urge.. the desperation.. the motivation to study.. HOW?
this is quite unlike me in secondary sch.. or should i say.. everything has changed, even lecturers doesnt teach u everything that u need to know, even i cant really concentrate over the lessons with me down there chit-chatting or juz simply forget the whole thing once one week has pass by.. how depleted can my memory be?!.. i dont know.
i.. ... ... hate this feeling.. anyway.. i will motivate u all.. STOP READING BLOGSSS, GET REAL AND STUDY! hope that works.. =.=
ENJOY, with ur brain juice doing the work. o.<
♥ .please.let.me.free.
.float.to.heaven.wooolalah.