Saturday, November 03, 2007 @9:43 PM
today is so boring.. haiz, actually is bcos i dont wanna do anything about my academics.. =\
played game and then go friendster see see.. go search my primary schools friends' profile.
then i found out.. we've all grown up, handsome one handsome, pretty one pretty. except for me.. haha, me being superficial.
and also, maybe cos during our times in primary school, handphones and cameras are not so commonly used.. right? i guess if cameras are more common then, we could have taken more photos, more memories.
back to the profile viewing, we have all grown up, and i think as if all of them knows wad to do and wad their future will be like.. but i have no ideas of my future, my love life, my social circle, etc. thinking that i am still slacking here while friends are having their A levels, mugging for their future.
viewing their pictures, all became more matured, im happy for them! but thinking that wad if we meet each other next time, will they still remember me? will they recognise each other? the feelings im having now, so weird, wad will happen in the future?
seeing any of my classmates becoming:
an entrepreneur?
an engineer?
a designer?
a pilot?
a cleaner?
an author?
a firefighter?
a scientist?
a commando?
a famous artiste/idol/singer/movie star/comedian?
a hawker cook or a chef in the world class restaurant?
a member in the parliament?
a lesbian or gay or juz not being normal?
normal office worker?
a slacker?
a well-known sportsman/woman?
a supervisor?
the big boss of a mass production line?
a gambler?
parents with 4 kids or more!?
the lawyer?
an air stewardess/steward?
a teacher/lecturer/professor?
a music conductor?
a musician?
a housewife/taitai?
an accountant/auditor?
the president?
a principal?
a castaway?
a foreign talent of another country?
a tour guide?
a librarian?
a doctor/nurse/dentist/acupuncture master?
a salesperson?
a bartender?
a poledancer?
another famous blogger like xiaxue?
a director? [and i will watch ur films! =) ]
there are more of course! with so much job scope, i dont know wad my future will be like.. and also, i actually thought that the course im studying now is MORE on chemistry and biology, but in the end, juz becos of the 'Engineering' word, the whole course became 'physic-ise', haiz.. it's not wad i actually wanted.
also, hearing wad mr ong had mentioned about the reports we need to do for our final year, makes me feel, retarded! although mostly are calculations, but setting up a plant, it feel so out of grasp.
i feel that my life seems to have no meaning, why living in a world when u dont know the purpose of being here?
juz to waste resources?
juz to destroy the habitats of other animal species in order to survive?
juz to grow older to reproduce and increase population?
juz to study for now and contribute in ur later life?
juz to transfer knowledge to the next generation?
juz to let evolutions take place?
i've digressed way too far, it seems boring.
ENJOY the meaningless life while u still can! =)