Saturday, October 10, 2009 @11:17 AM
hi guys, well.. dont know if there are still any readers. but whatever... at least im still here.
today suddenly feel like typing out things.. so long didnt touch the keyboard or sort of typing much..
juz wanna say, turned 20y/o already.. looking back at the 19 years.. what have i achieved?
knowledge - been through primary, secondary and polytechnic education.. planned to work on the chemical industry fields. but still in a dilemma of what i really want. hmm.. just like what teachers and adults normally will say. (primary school) 'PSLE is the first major exam kids will go through...'. (secondary school) 'you see, now you look back at PSLE, dont you feel it's chicken feet? now you got a bigger obstacle to go through, be it streaming in sec 2 or 'O' lvl in sec 4.' it will always be at that point that we, maybe only me, will feel the stress, feel that things, like exams, are damn difficult are real important and do not wanna screw things up.
haha, but for me... i think there's always something that distracts me on these important days.
during my pri 6 days, those old school GameBoys are still the 'in' thing for children, when pokemon and digimon are so hot. that's when im addicted to play and forget about doing homeworks.. in the end, always call my friends for answers.. yup, im that bad boy u can rank and record but definitely not disrespectful, wilful and harmful.. just playful. it's fun, fun, fun in pri sch.
it was when i gotten to sec sch that my family affords a usable and faster pc. then it was the period of 'O's around end of sec 3 or start of sec 4 that im addicted to maplestory.. haha, childish i know. so addicted that homeworks are always done on the very last minute. sometimes would even take advantage of those teachers being very kind that they wont punish us and dont do any of their homeworks. yes, put my own studies in jeopardy but still couldnt resist the temptations. it's also in sec sch that people starts changing, puberty, that politics step in, everyone wanna be on top, the best. backstabbing becomes part of the game, things turn ugly and you know that people treats u well with a purpose, a motive. that's why anyone hardly sees or hears me talking to sec sch ppl now. it's bright, dim and turns dark in sec sch.
well poly life... grown up and nice people in my class. felt blessed that's all i can say.. REAL BLESSED! it's study, complications and fun in poly life.
sorry for being abrupt, but i wanna stop loh.. haha, ENJOY ppl. ns is really not fun, it's the ppl inside that makes ur life felt abit better. all the best to myself.. and to everyone who is doing/ trying their best in anything! =)