~WoOoLaLah~

2010-04-25T11:20:00.002+08:00

sometimes, i will type your name on facebook search engine. just to look at your profile picture and wonder what have you been doing lately.
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DAMN! i sound like a stalker/perv.

haiz.. ENJOY bahss..

2010-01-17T14:35:00.008+08:00

hey.. dont know why end up here, maybe felt lonely.. aiya..

actually planned to go town with 3rdsis.. but think it's canceled le. or maybe i will go alone.
planned to go at 3pm, so gonna wake her up at 2.15pm.. then when i wake her up, 'can we go tml instead?' she said.

that sentence, i dont know why, juz makes me feel uneasy already. it's like the set plan, now comes a big '?' (question mark)... so-are-we-still-going-today type of change.
i dont know how should i respond, so i juz 'forget it'. it's like another chapter (of many many chapters) of being pangseh by her.. felt insecure, like the only answer i want from her is 'ok, u go out (of my room) first, let me prepare' and i didnt expect other negative respond. =(

so when i came out of her room. feel sort of 'bu shuang' le. didnt know if she's gonna come out of her room and start preparing or carry on sleeping.

then she came out. wasnt prepared for that and she saw my expression. i think i give the 'expressionless' expression.. bochap?

so we quarreled, i couldnt speak properly cos got mild soar throat. well, dont know who should be the one who won.. but she went back to her room, ditching the plan cos.. 'dont u feel weird if we still go out after a quarrel,' i said. like the atmosphere changed totally.

some insights on the quarreling, she said, 'did i say i dont want to go today?'
alright, she didnt. but she was hinting to go tml when i woke her up, that's not part of the plan, not even in the plan. and that makes me unsure if she's really willing to go with me today.

part 2, she said, 'cos mum told me to accompany you.'
yes, i need someone to accompany if i wanna go town.. it feels weird to walk alone on the big streets and shopping, like i was tagged 'Loner!' everywhere. LOL!... ok, back on the sentence, so does that mean if mum didnt tell her to accompany me, she will carry on in her lalaland? or on computer game?
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well.. so wad r my options now?
stay at home and use the com?
call some friends and go hang out? (who to call??)
go town alone?
shop at nearby malls alone?
go and sleep?
go and die?

alright the possibilities is infinite.. i think i, alone, will stick to my plan.
so take care ppl, im going to town.. and hope i wont bump into ppl i know, feels weird too if being spotted. haha!

ENJOY! oh and.. cos tml (monday), is my off-in-lieu. why i dont wanna go tml? cos i dont wanna rush here rush there, keep worrying about the time.

2009-12-04T20:33:00.002+08:00

the you i remembered.. the most prominent (well i guess) is... you biting your inner cheek?

the you i remembered.. makes me like soya ice cream. and i still craves sometimes.

ENJOY ur life!

2009-11-15T10:26:00.004+08:00

woot! maybe im abit outdated about lady gaga's new album.. but here's her MTV for Bad Romance

well.. ENJOY! her mtv is always weird.. but eye-catching

2009-10-30T22:52:00.002+08:00

hey.. still friends right?

haha... as if u will see this.

well.. ENJOY! hope all of you will be.

2009-10-17T20:39:00.002+08:00

wow.. thanks joanna for being my 忠实观众/读者. haha!

and yes, went drinking/clubbing with some of the campmates.. it was 'refreshing'. too long never drink already.. and it's my first time trying Phuture and Zouk. prefer phuture more as the songs are more updated and not like house music with only boomzzboomzz. high all night and last part when im about to leave.. drank half a jug of some liquor with coke and a shot of tequila.

drink. drank. drunk. DRUNK.. stupor.. home.. blabbering.. bathed.. mcdonald's breakfast at 4+am.. slept.. hangover.

anyway. some things are over. though drunk, but still rather clear on my senses. learnt.. to let go, and i will say that with a smile. =)

ENJOY everyone! i gotta feeling *woohooo~* that tonight's gonna be a goodnite..
如果你想起我，你会想到什么。

2009-10-10T11:17:00.002+08:00

hi guys, well.. dont know if there are still any readers. but whatever... at least im still here.

today suddenly feel like typing out things.. so long didnt touch the keyboard or sort of typing much..

juz wanna say, turned 20y/o already.. looking back at the 19 years.. what have i achieved?

knowledge - been through primary, secondary and polytechnic education.. planned to work on the chemical industry fields. but still in a dilemma of what i really want. hmm.. just like what teachers and adults normally will say. (primary school) 'PSLE is the first major exam kids will go through...'. (secondary school) 'you see, now you look back at PSLE, dont you feel it's chicken feet? now you got a bigger obstacle to go through, be it streaming in sec 2 or 'O' lvl in sec 4.' it will always be at that point that we, maybe only me, will feel the stress, feel that things, like exams, are damn difficult are real important and do not wanna screw things up.

haha, but for me... i think there's always something that distracts me on these important days.

during my pri 6 days, those old school GameBoys are still the 'in' thing for children, when pokemon and digimon are so hot. that's when im addicted to play and forget about doing homeworks.. in the end, always call my friends for answers.. yup, im that bad boy u can rank and record but definitely not disrespectful, wilful and harmful.. just playful. it's fun, fun, fun in pri sch.

it was when i gotten to sec sch that my family affords a usable and faster pc. then it was the period of 'O's around end of sec 3 or start of sec 4 that im addicted to maplestory.. haha, childish i know. so addicted that homeworks are always done on the very last minute. sometimes would even take advantage of those teachers being very kind that they wont punish us and dont do any of their homeworks. yes, put my own studies in jeopardy but still couldnt resist the temptations. it's also in sec sch that people starts changing, puberty, that politics step in, everyone wanna be on top, the best. backstabbing becomes part of the game, things turn ugly and you know that people treats u well with a purpose, a motive. that's why anyone hardly sees or hears me talking to sec sch ppl now. it's bright, dim and turns dark in sec sch.

well poly life... grown up and nice people in my class. felt blessed that's all i can say.. REAL BLESSED! it's study, complications and fun in poly life.

sorry for being abrupt, but i wanna stop loh.. haha, ENJOY ppl. ns is really not fun, it's the ppl inside that makes ur life felt abit better. all the best to myself.. and to everyone who is doing/ trying their best in anything! =)

2009-09-14T23:24:00.001+08:00

LOL.. my posting page is weird weird de.. =\ *testing testing 1 2 3*

2009-07-03T13:30:00.002+08:00

okok! haha.. recently did quite a few stuff and also getting prepared for NS.. erm, getting prepared in the sense of buying the stuffs needed. LOL quite worried about the trainings. haha, ppl will say, worry for wad, train now la! yup, i did some but i dont think it's enough though. haha.

so... went to Seoul Yummy for the class gathering before most of the guys go in on 9th July. hm. i muz remember the date of enlistment. cos i checked the uni application needs the enlistment date to maybe gauge when the guys will be out? *lots of qn marks over my head* aiya.. dont know la. =\
the korean food there taste not bad ba.. i guess. haha, cos never been to Korea to taste the authentic/ genuine/ traditional stuffs. i ordered the Saba fish (if im not wrong about the spelling) the set meal cost $16.99++ for 1 main course, 1 side, 1 roasted barley tea and 4 small sides (those kimchi and sorts. but they given us fruit salad, kimchi cucumber, kimchi cabbage, tofu, hard hard steamed peanut and anchovies) hm.. the price liddat say seems rather expensive right? erm.. they still got some offer every day. that day we went was Sunday, got the $0.99 ice cream with 2 a la carte purchase. haha, means the set meal not counted, though there is some 20% offer of dessert with set meal purchase. eh..

then the next day went out with zm and zw, cos mh need to book in 'chalet' liao. went AMK hub for Transformers! the graphic is awesome with the whole 2.5 HOURS of boom here boom there. 4/5 rating for me. and quite worth it on the weekday to watch. haha. after that, went bishan junc 8 for dinner. had The Manhattan Fish Market. ooo, not bad leh.. they will heat the sauce topping the prawns in front of u. haha, ordered to much for 3 person. actually wanna ask jolyn to come and join us for dinner, but she didnt hear her phone i guess. the fish not bad, the rice nice, the calamari soft, the prawn sauce nice, the drinks big, the soup thick and the tomato.. raw. haha

then on tuesday went Beach Road to buy the stuffs. didnt know wad else to buy, so called my aunt (cos my cousin [her son] just went in recently. 加油！HQ kor) well cos she has 2 sons, one out one inside. think she have better experience. so i bought most of the stuff. heard from zw that mh say the T-shirt not enough to wear. heard from my aunt that inside will give $50 or points to buy the T-shirt for exercise/ training. dont know la. haha, so i bought a watch and an alarm clock. LOL! alright cos i dont know how to set the alarm on my watch. =\ anything la, buy also buy liao. =x

so wednesday was a stay-at-home-and-rot day. lol... thursday (which is yesterday) then went out with my 3 sisters to ILUMA! woohoo.. not bad la the designs all, seems spacious but the space was not use wisely. there are very big spaces which can be occupied by one or two more shops but became the walkway. then went for dinner and we had manhattan fish market again! HAHAHAHAHA... like nothing better to eat liddat. no la, actually there is a whole floor for food, half of it is for Japanese restaurants. then there is the fish market and some other restaurants. i remembered one name with 'mini burgers' or something 'Empire' one. haha, the background looks like 'NYNY' but the name different. after a meal, needs to exercise right? ok, not really exercise la, but we went for arcade one level above. then went home le. and blah blah blah.. haiyo dont feel like writing liao.. haha very abrupt.

well.. ENJOY! and 6 MORE FREAKING DAYS ONLY! how i hope this coming 2 years will be fun, friends, laughter. wish us good luck. LOL!

2009-06-26T13:52:00.003+08:00

urgh.. so today is 26th June.. and OMFGosh.. 13days more to NS.. dont know what should i expect out of it man. haiz..

13 more days.. and i still had not gotten my stuff for it. haha!

actually i wanna say in the previous post that.. i've removed my braces le. haha.
and it takes the clinic over 10 days before i receive my retainer. haiz crap.

cant wait for the Seoul Yummy this Sunday with Poly classmates =).

and also, im abit crazy to have bought books to read. LOL, let me show u the trailer. though it's not much. i think the trailer only shows the first half an hour or so of that upcoming movie. http://www.twilightthemovie.com/ lol. yup, i've bought all the 4 books. Crazy right?

alright.. anyway. just heard the news (actually while i was playing facebook.lol) that Michael Jackson has just passed away from cardiac arrest? =( well, rest in peace. you've done great in the music industry. i think u deserve to be remembered. all the best in the afterlife.

well.. ENJOY!

2009-06-19T19:11:00.002+08:00

eh.. juz now got write something on my blog de.. but got error suddenly.

freaking shit. lol. forget it. u all wont get any updates. =p

ENJOY still..

2009-05-29T18:26:00.002+08:00

erm.. i dont know how to put this but.. i think i missed you. really too used to have you around, makes me paranoid whenever you didnt respond to anything. eh, haha?

the rides home... the laughter... the conversations... the funny facial expression when you...

you seemed perfect.. like too good that probably im not good enough for you.

dont know if this seems like a confession. erm.. haha, awkwardness. yup and i typed this while listening to 'Daughtry - Used to'.. which it will be played in this blog

i guess this song represents quite the feeling and those memories that i have of you? =)

hope you are ENJOYing the things you are doing. PS: i think im really not good enough. =\

2009-04-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

please, i was about to say that ur voice is special/ unique.. when all the others start adding comments, stopping me from saying. it wasnt wad u think as personal attack.

cos i dont know how to express it in front.. and leads me here. =\

it wasnt a quarrel.. was it?
it wasnt all my fault.. was it?
i was praising u for getting that high score... and suan-ing u was last time ma..

well, maybe im too getting use to have u around that makes it too comfortable.. and took u for granted? eh.. i dont know

so many thoughts in my head now, unable to vomit them out all at once.. let it settle, hope time will help.

and... THANK GOODNESS IT'S FRIDAY TOMORROW! HAHA.. after tomorrow, i will left 4 work days!. woohoo! cant wait for it to be over. but, also worry will rot. LOL!

alright! ENJOY!.. i will still take you for granted, hehe.. =)

2009-04-12T01:58:00.003+08:00

sometimes... im juz too lazy to even breathe. haha! maybe this will explain when one day im gonna die in my sleep.

sometimes when u r lost in thoughts (of dont know what, daydream maybe) that u just forgets to breathe along. only until u feel out of breath then u take in a deep one.

is it consider as.. breathtaking? *hahaha.. hahaha..* (monotone)

extended my stay in the company.. changed to another supervisor, get to see the new interns, more new friends. =)

change of topic
sometimes, wont u just daydream that u r a superstar?? well, i will.. watching those variety shows like 'american idol', 'campus superstar'... actually not sure if those were called variety shows. haha..

thinking of how many ppl u know, and whether they will vote for u if u ever got into those contest. *aiya, dont get too engrossed in ur own world* LOL!

change of topic
as for now, just graduated from poly, waiting for the graduation ceremony, looking back at the years in np. ups and downs and lefts and rights. studies and ccas, friends and foes.. erm, not much of foes i guess, actually there's no one, or maybe there is, just that they dont show out? who knows. but im juz not that sociable, that's why, not much of the ppl know me. haha. hopefully friends wont get annoyed by me. heeee =D

so, how's ur latest 3 years spent? successful commitments? resolutions completed? barely made it? worth spending? screwed? a whole new world (with a great partner)? hahahaha...

well.. it's real late.. but lastly, hope you've ENJOYed! and keeps ENJOYing! so, poly classmates.. tell me how u all spending ur time now? =) old liao, maybe cant really rmb, but will sure be listening!

and remember to take photos when graduating alright?? saved as memories, precious memories. =)

2009-03-11T15:56:00.002+08:00

how twisted can ur life get?

haha, firstly is the freaking dentist. what will happen after that?? so, dont ever put braces with juz extracting 1 tooth. NEVER.
then iap company evaluation by supervisor
then the missing wallet. but thx to whoever that send it back!

hm.. now was taking my own sweet time blogging. because i got sore eye (only my right eye), went to company and see the doctor. he gave 2 days MC! haiz.. i didnt know it's that serious. felt bad that because of my eye, couldnt help the working interns. with one person lesser, guess they have to OT even later. im sorry.

the doctor say it may be bacterial or viral infection. and told me if i rub my eyes, then touch door knob. then other ppl touch the door knob. then will spread. so have to go home.

so, here nothing to do =\

Enjoying while feeling bad at the same time. cant do anything. =(

2009-02-14T01:32:00.002+08:00

was it ur standard too high? or are we seriously not good enough?

is ur attitude and behaviour as good? or ours really worse?

are you there when we are learning? are you the one that teaches us? are you the one who brings us for orientation?
yet you are the one who gives us work to do. yet you are the one who doesnt show any direction at all. yet you are the one who grades us.

do u even care to tell us wad went wrong, at least that explains why the grade.

if i still produce the work, does it even care if i've no self confidence?
at least extending is not under you, but there wont be anymore grading, which leaves me with that one u gave.

maybe i shouldnt get so worked up, there's still the other 50%. there's still chance if i can score it perfectly. and there goes another problem. hopefully i can overcome stage fright. hopefully i wont be brain dead when presenting.

but... ... ...got to rush for report.

2009-02-11T00:08:00.003+08:00

URGH! report.. =(
with low efficiency, comes low productivity...
juz like with great abilities, comes great responsibilities. juz a different twist. and that explains me.

Permanent Monday - Jordin Sparks. and i miss you like crazy...

ENJOY! and im still here typing, real low efficiency. haha <-- that was sarcasm.

2009-01-03T22:29:00.004+08:00

yups.. maybe this 'aint' a new song (no more), but still find it meanin'ful yea?

(e)specially the MV, should really watch it aiyt (alright). cos none of the vids 'aint' got the option for embeddin', so here's d'link yo.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BVTyLqkez6A

Ok, enough of black's accent, dont u think it's quite fun, their way of speaking. so relax speakin' it.

If I Were A Boy ( Official Music Video ) HQ - Beyonce
if this loads too slow, go to the youtube link ba. =)

alright, it's beyonce's - If i were a boy. will change the blog song to this too. =) not sure if u like it aiyt. haha. should watch the MV, how the story twists eventhough it's juz 5 minutes.

ENJOY! intimacy, honesty, commitment. u... me... us.
i listen to her, cos i know how it hurts. when u lose the one u wanted, cos he's takin' u for granted, and everything u had, got destroyed.

2008-12-28T13:08:00.004+08:00

weeeeee... alright, let's not start with 'so long never blog liao', cos it might be very common for me now.. haha

and... a late merry christmas to all of u. =) AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

blogging today was about.. ME! watching 4 movies for this week! WOOHOO.. my record.

on christmas, went out with pri sch friends. caught YES! man and Twilight!
Yes man was light and funny haha, worth the laughter.

Twilight was awesome, making vampires the most deadly predators.

The Cullen family! WoOoOoooOOooo..

The tree jumping scene. haha, spidermonkey!, or was it monkeyspider. the romance, awww.. at first edward seems so bad, the wind blows over bella and he's covering his nose. as if she got BO. LOL. but actually he was craving for her blood.
seriously go see for urself, though some parts feel abit draggy. BUT nice, baseball, vampire style! room with no bed, a door leading to the forest with no platform, the diamond skin under sunlight. the vampire family is juz so cool. i find Alice Cullen (Ashley Greene) quite pretty eh! she got the 3D game character's face/looks.

cant wait for all the 4 books to go on the big screen! this is juz like harry potter. haha.

juz yesterday, went out with sisters to have dinner and movies.

yup, the photo of Ip Man and Bruce Lee, Ip Man's disciple,

and 甄子丹 is really cool in the movie (like obviously, he's the main actor!) haha. with super fast reaction, fist, punches etc. damn nice also. worth it! see how he kill the japs, crack their joints, punch their nose.

then carry on to watch Bedtime Stories.

yup, raining gumballs. was kind of a kiddy movie, as the name implies, but it's nice to see how the stories composed by the nephew and niece comes into reality.

hm.. plan to watch twilight online. haha, but sadly, no subtitle. urgh, some parts juz cant catch it. haha.

still, merry xmas and happy new year! going for NS med checkup on monday... hope there's no hiccups. haha.

ENJOY! not sure Australia is nice anot.. will it be like pearl harbour? haha, someone watch liao tell me leh. cya!

2008-11-24T20:57:00.000+08:00

ALRIGHT! so long since i blogged.. said that i will post on my sis's wedding.. TADA~~! Raymond and Restine. the theme of the day will be masters and maids.. butlers too. =)

Ok, this is my bro-in-law! haha.. i go open the car door for him. xiaogu accompanied me to check and talk about the angbao $$.

me saying,"u see, u should have given me that amount earlier, and wont waste time!".. but looks like he doesnt wanna listen?

and, me gets the beating, strangling. haha..

back to sabo-ing him.. because he cant satisfy us with mixtures of food, due to mild diabetic and weak stomach. =\.. so. COME ON! 我们要看POLE DANCE! WOOHOO!!...

and maybe some tango.. where's the flower?

alright alright, come in.. but havent end yet! show us PARA PARA!.. already got my cousin to dance and u follow..

guess u cant fill the beat.. and what's with that post? a new president perhaps? LOLOL!

there are 3 rooms for him to guess.. which ever room he guessed, he must kiss the person inside! i remembered he got it correct on the 2nd time. 1st was the master bedroom with my younger cousin inside. muahaha..

and this is us taking pic with the 新娘车！

us inside my house, before sabo-ing him.

SIBLINGS! AWW... a long time since we took pics together. just 4 of us. weeee.

grandma, parents and the masters, maids and BUTLERS. say cheese! woo, now then u know my father is THAT sexy. haha.. =.=

sending 姐off..

and in the car.. back to 亲家's house then back to their house

MUACKS! SMOOCH! sweeeeeeeeeet!

haha, 白头偕老，早生贵子！要多加努力哦！ENJOY!

2008-10-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

hey. happy deepavali! =) hahaa..

ENJOY! nice no-work-weekday..

2008-10-26T00:45:00.000+08:00

Ok! i guess it's been 3 weeks since i've blogged. erm, still dont know wad to blog about leh.. haha.

the 8th weeks had gone by, and i didnt fill up the logbook at all. heard from mirko that it's not necessary and isn't graded. haha, maybe it was juz a notebook ba, for juz to jot down new stuffs.

and right now, i still cant really rmb all the things that were happening around me during attachment. bad brain power, haizz... 老了真的就是这样子的吗？

so now i know wad will i be expecting everyday. writing down all the tasks for the contractors to do =\ drawing the small area which needs to be improved in the plant. like leaking, unplugging, shutting down, repairing, servicing, blinding, LOTO etc. woo... blame on myself that i always never listen in OHS class. now then understand how important it is, sorry mr patrick. but u were boring too. =X oops

after making those job scopes for them, then will be lunch, then more of it. so the plant is split into many sections. our site has water treatment, hydrocracker, aromatics plant etc. while the others got visbreaker, vacuum, amine plant etc. these are juz some of the common ones that we know inside the drums and pipes maze...

i also didnt note down anymore points into my own notebook le. cos it's quite busy nowadays. and dont feel like doing anything after work. everyday was facing the computer. now also dont really wanna on lappy to play for a few hours. see until eyesight also abit.. blurry.

Ok.. so who has started typing their interim report?? juz 1 more month to the due date. how r we going to hand it in? the teacher will come? obc havent come at all. 8 weeks already.. guess zw and jolyn also havent ba. or we have to go back sch to hand in. weekends? lazzzzzzzzzzzzy. haha

recently at home, got some routine. woo! now okto has come out, was chasing the avatar. haha childish right? i know. then in the usa will air heroes on monday, which is our tuesday, so search for it on wednesday. apparently the weekdays (except for wednesday) will have nothing much to do after work. then come saturday, will watch ugly betty and naruto manga. haha. so boring right? sunday nothing to do at home too.

hmm... dont really like hk shows. tw shows are nice, but dont have the urge to continue the series (juz straightaway watch the ending haha, 命中注定我爱你is nice i muz admit, sometimes stupid though haha.) anime also dont feel like 追-ing. english shows.. house nice? desperate housewives nice? prison break nice? grey's anatomy nice? 我也懒得追看了。。。

haha. so that's about it. gonna sleep le. now my bed is in a bad position. i usually sleep facing right side, but my window is on the right side of the bed and when it's morning, the light will shine in and i cant sleep anymore, too bright =\ now adapting to sleep facing left side. how i miss those big Big BIG trees once outside the window... haiz. it's hard to explain. maybe next time i'll illustrate on it.

ENJOY ur attachment/ work/ presentation/ research/ shopping/ overseas! everything will end in twice the time we have gone through now; 16 more weeks. though i wanna stay awhile longer to see a part of the plant shutting down in march. haha, hope i can =]

2008-10-05T01:39:00.001+08:00

just something i wanna share... hehehehe

yupz.. this was where we went on 26th sept. farewell dinner for TP interns. woot!

actually wanna have ESTON @cathay (edited).. or something liddat de restaurant to have dinner.. ashley treating.. but long queue.. and guess what.. we saw sg(geok), if u know who i mean, with her bf. haha queueing too. it's too long. so we went ps. looklookseesee then go feicui. =\

but still nice! thx ashley. (he's one of the TP interns)

so after which we went to clarke quay via NEL. walk around the clubbing/pubs area.. planned to chill and talk.. so we settled at hooters. for more pics, can go to yongjun's blog! juz click on joshua>yongjun. he has a list for bloghoppers too! =)

haha, about that pic, first time i find that.. my chin or lower half of my face.. is quite attractive! HAHAHAHA.. BHB right!

so, as for attachment, juz finished the 5th week! 19 more to go! 加油 1AO2 and CBE ppls! put 1AO2 cos some of us gone to 3AO3 for pharma. =)

OTOTOTOT = $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ = no life.. weeeeeeeeeee

ENJOY everybody! wad's the time now.. got to sleep!

2008-09-29T23:49:00.001+08:00

okie! updated ya? haha.. think this is their new song ba.. erm.. the storyline of the mtv is kind of sad =\

looking at him being so close with her (ok, she is his gf). you, who had a secret crush on him, can do nothing but... 成全他们。

直到你以为他出了事，担心的要命。。才发现他在你面前，好好地站着。

hm.. ENJOY! y i dont have this kind of dramatic life? haha 时机还没到？或永远都不会有。。

2008-09-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

没谈过恋爱的人谈恋爱时，会比较容易满足吗？我觉得我是那种人。因为我没谈过恋爱，另一半的标准也应该会低一点吧。。哈哈哈

大姐结婚了！现在应该在飞机上往度蜜月的地点，韩国，飞去吧。大姐，你要幸福哦！我们永远都会在家里等你！

其实，我也是在等着我的生日礼物！嘿嘿。。。

好啦，你们要享受哦！

for details and pics on my eldest sis's big day.. u can kindly click on 'xiao hui jie' on the link list!

ENJOY!!!! and IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIeeeIIIIIIII WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU~~~

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2008-09-08T21:51:00.000+08:00

hm.. about attachment for the first week..

busy supervisor
friendly, helpful and funny senior interns, from tp and ite
nice people.. bring us to the plant!

sometimes bored, nothing to do still. no card yet, cant access to intranet. always disturb other interns for us to use for training.

sometimes fun, when we have things to do, learning to draw p&id using visio, while ch and st use excel.. wa, zhimin, they use something similar.
fun when we can go to the plant, but wearing ear plugs just cant hear anything, adding onto my not-so-good ears..ahaha..

mostly about safety.. seriously plays an important role..

tiring sometimes, to wake up early and go to 'work'.. but this have to be a norm. will doze off when reading some of the things. haha, juz cant take it u know? especially when having the safety talks on the first 2 days..

also.. the bicycle test isnt as ‘刺激’as some of u think it is.. heard from the senior interns, it's juz 2 poles and u have to cycle the pattern '8'. they say the space is quite narrow, bicycle is tall and the road is uneven. o.O hopefully i wont unbalan and pua toh.

signed something about confidential and anti-conflict.. so cant reveal much le..

ENJOY! so how is ur attachment? guess ast wont ever talk to me for dont know wad reason. =\

2008-08-28T23:01:00.000+08:00

i've been thinking.. if fairytales do happen, and there is a fairy godmother or a genie.. and he/she will grant u a wish.. wad will u wish for? (normally they wont add any other rules to wad u wish for right?)

well... thinking thru, my wish will be, i wish to have unlimited wishes! LOL. with that one wish, now u can have unlimited wishes, isnt that nice?

haha, u may think that im super greedy, but if that wish really comes true.. u can be anyone u wan to be! juz make a wish.

erm.. so wad will u wish for? if u have that one wish.. hm.. ENJOY!

2008-08-17T21:30:00.001+08:00

woot! finally know wad this song's title is.. =)

quite a few movie trailers use this song.. it juz sounds tragedy, war, action movie, adrenaline-packed.

enjoy! and also.. a change of blog song too.. No Air - by Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown hehe..
erm.. have to click to listen to the blog song now.. cos it might irritate? haha

ENJOY! tell me how i'm supposed to breathe with no air... no air no airrrr..

2008-08-17T01:55:00.000+08:00

hey hey! tonight went to watch '12 lotus' with grandma! parents and cousins. eh.. i think the movie is quite a waste of time.. LOL

some parts in the movie.. draaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagsss when they can juz cut it.. =\

rather disappointed, most of us thinks '881' is much more entertaining. haha

when the movie ends, me and my cousin overheard an uncle saying ‘哇，这部电影比《钱不够用2》还要更“吃力”’jialat in chinese. we were laughing away..

eventhough it's draggy, the storyline is still there.. juz that the draggy-ness 'overpowered' the sadness of the story.

the story was actually talking about a lady's life from young till old, which was wad the 12 lotus song means. in the movie, the lady is ill-treated by 3 different guys in her life. her father, husband and a stranger (who looks like her husband).

starting of the show got Stef Sun! LOL.. she act as the GuanYin Ma! muahaha.. in the dong dong ceh.. stage play?

father - keeps beating her, she performs getai and all the money earned was being spend by him to gamble. mother passed away liao.

husband - he was very nice before they were married, the show never show them walking down the aisle =(. then turned out it was all a plot, making her to repay her father's debt by letting her get raped, mutilated and took photos by the gambling den members. he left her afterwards and she became crazy because of that.

stranger - erm.. go watch it ba.. haha

hm.. im still happy that grandma came to watch it.. eventhough she also say the show was wrong.. haha saying ‘莲花哪里有这么肥？’haha.. the previous movie she watched was like 20 years ago?? haha. she seems happy! =) coming out with us.. hehehe..

Ok, i should hug buddha's legs now.. ENJOY how it smells.. LOL, jk

2008-08-15T19:31:00.000+08:00

wow.. grats to singapore's table tennis women team to go into the finals in olympic.

no matter gold or silver, still a medal.. 加油！

ENJOY! =)

2008-08-11T23:51:00.004+08:00

hey hey!.. juz went through some youtube videos.. found this interesting..

im not sure if this world has 10 or 11 dimensions.. but here are the videos.. depicting how each dimensions come about, or how they are being describe as..

part 2

haha hm... there is another video in youtube talking about quantum mechanics, einstein's law and string theory.. if u r interested.. type 'elegant universe' in youtube to search for it.. the video has many partsss.. so i never put here.. haha

amazing? ENJOY!

2008-08-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

alright! change of song.. though i dont have that song.. who got?? can send me? haha.. 'Okaeri'. meaning welcome home. =)

anyway.. 3jie! go crunchyroll watch 绝对男友/绝对彼氏.. juz type 'absolute boyfriend'! zettai kareshi. =)

erm.. Ok.. read the first book of the manga before.. but dont know wad happened in the end, eventhough i know that drama and manga are quite different. haha. being the lazy me, watching is better than reading.. ya? hehehe...

OK, ENJOY! go watch if u wan.. time to do crystallization.. =(((( haha..

2008-07-29T16:12:00.000+08:00

=\

i dont know wad happened to me today. got frustrated and.. shouted at jolyn. sorry to u.

well im not ENJOYing. hope u do, all the best for tml's presentation.

2008-07-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

BLOGGED!! wq.. so where is urs???? muaha

ENJOY! i wanna read YOURS! =)

2008-06-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

hey hey! nice song on my blog! =) hope u all like it too.

Bye Bye - Mariah Carey E=mc^2

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too

All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
becauseYou loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but i try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But It feels like you gone too soon
No the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]
I never knew it
Every day, every night
I wish, i wish, i wish and i wish
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
No the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
It's hard to say bye bye bye bye bye bye
So come on somebody
Sing it with me
Wave your hands up high ay
Cause this is for my peoples who've just lost somebody
So this is for everyway
Just clap your hand to this night
Cause we will never say bye bye~

ENJOY! byebyeeee =)

2008-06-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

hello! haha.. wow long time never blog le..

partly becos my lappy now has some weird probs.. =\ (and zm it's not cos i dl too much porn) =.=
my connection tray will juz close off itself.. haiz.. but currently still able to use it. hope it wont die on me while i finish this post.. guess this will be a long one.. maybe..

ok, so long never update. currently my home is under renovation! woohoo.. it's for my sis's wedding. haha, cos need to go to the 娘家 and 敬茶.. haha so that's y need to do some renovation.. if not my home really 见不得人. hope it will be nice after all the changes =)

so for now.. im living in my ahma house. haha, with my ahma and 2nd sis. was trying to get use here.. haha, eventhough i grew up here (from birth to primary 1) then moved back home. (and changed school, cos i dislike an indian teacher. not really racist, but was cos like 一只鸡，一只鸭. totally dont understand english at that time, so even the teacher scold me in wadever language she knows, she definitely dont know how to speak the only chinese i knew then.. haha! well i only know abc at that time. so i also heck care and always never do her homework LOL..)

ok back here.. need to wash my own clothes.. eventhough got washing machine, but feel like hand wash my clothes. a tiring process juz like in hoi an. haha... quite healthy here with ahma taking care of me. 3rd sis is living at dajie's house, this will be more convenient for her to go to school. (dajie house>bedok, 3rd sis sch>TP) mummy and daddy rent a room from mum's malay friend's son's house.. haha and we were joking about, they cant makan 粽子 there.. haha, tak halal.

hmm.. stuck here now. with poor connection tray problem, with a 'new' environment.

btw, went to catch some movies last week! haha, movie marathon on friday ('sex and the city' and 'narnia, prince caspian') and 'kungfu panda' on saturday..

erm.. should i be going DANTE! DANTE!.. ??? haha. fh kept saying, like im obsessed with his dick.. if u r M18, should go watch and find out! haha
narnia isnt as great as the first i think. erm, maybe i feel that way was cos i urgently need the toilet halfway in the movie but was too lazy and uncomfortable to leave the seat, disturbing other audience as well. so apparently my blood was flowing to the muscles contracting the urethra and little into my brain? unable to concentrate on the movie haha.
kungfu panda is rather funny.. at first wonder wad kungfu does master oogway has (direct translation for 乌龟 LOL) find it out urself! also, wad animal was Po's (panda) shifu?

ok, gtg le.. tml will be cycling with my cousins who juz live afew blocks away. haha.. hey classmates.. when r we going out?? for GSS or cycling or anything? the last 2 weeks holiday!! pls jio me ok? haha

btw, found a nice quote '虽然我不能当你的男朋友，但这不代表我不爱你' from 'the love of Siam', a homo thai movie but no 人妖. it's young and nice although draggy at parts. dont take the homo part too hard though, i think it's juz like normal relation being difficult to be together.

bye and ENJOY! i miss a detail, cycling at 6.30AM tml! *faint* haha

2008-05-25T00:53:00.000+08:00

hey hey.. juz feel like blogging.. haha. ok, so how about.. imagining different types of world.

world no. 1

if human beings really evolved and become ppl like x-men and heroes. the whole world will be a better place! weeeee.. ok that's my point of view. it may have a negative effect too.. imagining the powers of weather controlling, self-regeneration, healing, persuasion, mind-reader, telekinetic, technopathic, brute strength, invisibility, sound, pressure, radiation, teleportation, time/space-traveller, nullification, illusion, elasticity, pyrokinesis, light, element manipulation, thermodynamic, electricity, power absorption, prediction, levitation(flying), acceleration, underwater, plant/cells manipulation, geographic manipulation, animal communication, duplication, biological warfare, memory, intangibilty, dream-walker, clairvoyance, toxic/poison secretion, pheromone manipulation, senses/body evolution, shapeshift etc etc.

ok, will continue next time! =)

ENJOY! flood the tag if u have more powers!

2008-05-11T23:12:00.003+08:00

AAA!! juz went to cut my hair today.. bullshit hair, not posting.. haha.. Nvm. oh ya! my sis came back this weekend. haha, so used her cam phone to take the medicine! hehehe.. nothing better to do..

erm.. sorry lazy to change it to straight pics.
isn't this colourful? haha.. juz like.. chlorine(blue), Oxygen gas molecule(orange) and carbon atom(black of cos).. woot!

the blue pills are Loperamil, woot! see the use of it.. for gastroenteritis or inflammatory bowel DISEASE! *shock* erm.. dont know wad does the gastroenteritis means.. u may wanna link it and see for urself!

next, the orange pill is Buscopan, the active ingredient is Butylscopolamine. use to treat pain and discomfort caused by abdominal cramps, MENSTRUAL cramps, or other SPASMODIC activity in the digestive system.. wow! IM SPASTIC! LOL

the last one.. black pills, as most of us know.. it is charcoal 125mg.. Ok, nothing special, use to treat diarrhoea also.. haha. but, quite a big dose, 125mg! looked in wiki, doesnt have any medication charcoal except for Ibuprofen (activated charcoal). lots of trade names it has, haha

Ok! that's all.. waaa, tml got WISP presentation.. hope i wont screw up and 害到我的同伴们，更不想拖累他们！i will try my best.

but i really suck at presenting, researching etc. i suck at IS =( but mobile robotics isnt that bad.. haha!

btw, the weather nowadays is weird.. it rains heavily when we r sleeping.. have to wake up and close the window in the middle of the night.. how helpful for a good night sleep.. ok, im bad at sarcasm.

still.. ENJOY! *snore* zzZ.zZz.zz.Zzz

2008-05-04T00:58:00.000+08:00

lalalala.. on friday, actually wanted to watch ironman.. =\

but, got no more student offer, which means an $8.50 for that 2hrs.. not worth, so never watch

thought tiong bahru plaza was an ulu place.. but i sort of have some impression of going there before. i remembered my families went there for dinner or wad celebration.

mmm... went to beppu, and im really sorry to ___. ate only a yogurt icecream cos i was full after havin lunch at sim and im scared if im going to eat a ramen, my tummy will fail me again.. ast and fh recommend, next time i shall try. the strawberry kisses(yogurt icecream) is nice. =)

talking about tummy, i guess the doctor said gastritis.. i was ok on wednesday morning, but my stomach starts to feel uneasy in the afternoon. had diarrhoea and abdominal cramps.. wa, never know cramps are so, unbearable.
thx zm, zw and mh for completing the cel without me, im so grateful.
zw lend me some ointment to rub on my stomach, accompanied me to the toilet as i look real weak, and also bought a coffee for me.
zm wanted to buy chocolate for me as i ask for one, so she took her own money, went down to emart and back to tell me that the aunty wasnt around. i think she took less than like 30secs to come back, zm, did u run down and run back up to inform me? so she go ask from the other room for sweets, and i think that polo was.. jolyn's? whoevers, still thx!

i was really grateful to both of u 谢谢你们！even in the times when cel has not enough ppl to do the exp, but still taking care of this burden. 我又在一次的拖累了你们，真得非常抱歉！

then called dad to bring me to clinic, but he needs to mend the shop, so he called 二叔 to come. seen the doctor, had the medicine, now feel better. (actually wanted to post the medicine, but no cam.. shall post it next time when 3jie is around, hehehhehehe)

ok, ENJOY! now feel constipated =( how to get diarrhoea without feeling more pain than normal shit? haha.. guess it's gross..

2008-04-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

hm.. changed the blog song. =)

here's the lyrics of 'Better In Time'

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming, thought I heard a knock
Who's there, no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now i realise that i really didn't know

If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is, I'm gon' be Ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too (oh yea~)
It'll all get better in time
Eventhough I really love you
Gonna smile cos I deserve to (woo~)
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something that'll remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming, don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll be leaving, and i know it time will heal it
If u didn't notice, boy u mean everything
Quickly im learning ooo.. to love again
All i know is, I'm gon' be Ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Eventhough I really love you
Gonna smile cos I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time to let u go so I can be free
Can live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes i will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Eventhough I really love you
I wanna smile cos I deserve to (Yes I do)
It'll all get better in time
(X2)

Ok.. quite a boring post? haha

ENJOY! the song.. is nice =) how u find it?

2008-04-23T00:24:00.000+08:00

hey hey! it's been weeks since i last blogged ya? haha..

anyway, there is nothing much about this semester.. juz lesser ppl in a lecture theatre studying some modules, unknown ppl everywhere in WISP.. haha

actually i was quite surprised that i know 2 or 3 person in WISP.. they are chewhua(ACC, same sec sch, but never talk before, haha), jingying(ACC, a friend in hi!club, 2 batches before me i guess) and i think his name is mark(HLM, had IS modules with him before, but not same group)..

so eventually, know but not close, hm.. waiting to see how i will do, or die, there.. =\ im quite scared later didnt do a good job, then no longer friend friend.. haha.

right after the chem process trainings end, it was right back to school for the next semester. i miss the plant, somehow, it is the first plant i've had experience with, there is bound to be some bond.. seriously, i miss mr henry tan and abit of ms lim? haha.. 想念那些美好的时光，虽然做的不是很完美，但至少会在心中留下一丝回忆。

Ok, it's late already, tml gotta wake up at 6+ for sch! woot!.. leave the pics till next time, see how ba. haha!

and im sorry for the teh ping i made! LOL and jo, i blogged too! =P

ENJOY! the new semester, the new pressure, the new projects, the new stuffs to learn o.<

2008-04-04T23:38:00.000+08:00

erm.. actually dont know wad to write.. juz wanna say..

this 5 weeks of holiday was spend really fast and fruitful, but tiring of course. haha, alot of things happened.

btw, happy belated to fuhao and an early wish to ast =)

ENJOY! 3rd year coming.. *shivers*

2008-03-15T21:55:00.000+08:00

hey hey.. these are some of the pics taken from science centre, after watching at the omni-max theatre. it shows the planets and stuff.. starting from Apollo, the Sun. all are the roman gods.

Mercury, the messenger

Venus, the goddess of love and beauty

Gaea, Earth goddess

Diana/ Luna, goddess of moon, animals and hunting

Jupiter, King of Roman Gods

Saturn, god of reaping

Neptune, god of the sea

Uranus, father of Saturn

wow.. i like neptune the most.. how i wish i have those abdominal muscles.. LOL! erm, i think the earth goddess looks abit like mariah carey.. the face only! XD and.. i dont know y there is no Mars and Pluto here.. and moon seems quite extra.. haha.

Ok.. that's all, just wanna share these nice pics.. at least i think they are nice =)

the next thing, the tap in my toilet is having a serious leak; like.. every 30mins, it can fill up a red big pail! it means that the valve inside the tap is worn and doesn't sits properly? haha, so i changed the tap for the first time! woohoo.. quite a compliment for myself! 鼓掌鼓掌！

tada! ok, it's blur.. on the right side is the old one, and the left is brand new! hehehehe..

ENJOY! o.<.. erm, fruitful cptp; fun practicals; scary exams; profound/tiring lectures; nice teachers. *nod nod*

2008-03-10T22:23:00.001+08:00

hm.. well it has been two weeks spending my holidays! haha..

the first week was the most precious week of slacking, going out and have fun! haha.

this is the pic of me slam on the plastic wall! LOL was acting.. obviously. OK! we had fun iceskating on tuesday in the first week, was just waking on the ice instead of skating like pros. f3 face. it was meant to be a class outing.. and the buffet dinner at sakura, JWSRC, was quite fun! haha.. chatted with our lecturer-in-charge, Dr Lim. all was good! =)
and.. im still fat looking at the pic below LOL!

Ok.. erm i sort of forget wad happened for like the rest of the days.. but only remembered i went to ahma house and harrass my ahma! muahaha..

thursday, accompanied my er-shu to bring ahma for check-up and had dinner with them.

friday.. i forgot wad happened.. haha, paiseh. and saturday slacked.. and went to ahma house too! cos too free, went there to have dinner. heehee

Ok.. sunday, it was 2nd of March. 3rd of March was my 3rd sis's bday! so my da-jie and her hubby brought us to Science Centre.. haha, so long never been there.. was rather refreshing! went to omni-max theatre, caught 'MUMMIES', wasnt wad i expected it to be; being less interesting than wad i had thought it to be. back to the main building.. still, one day isnt enough to see and try out everything lined up for u! mmm.. see how ba, maybe a second trip there next time! o.<

then my family had dinner together.. it was like super damn long since the 7 of us (including dajie's hubby) had dinner together. we had FISH & CO.! woohoo.. 我的第一次就献给了他们！哈哈哈。。。it wasnt as nice as i expected it to be.. guess botak jone's is more worth it.. at least cheaper.. haha! maybe i chose the wrong dish =P

i love the mood and warmth when all of us were together. wait till next time..

then.. monday was the start of CPTP.. LOL a tiring day and went to bugis to have dinner at Seoul Garden, celebrating sanjie's bday! =) yummy.. wa, just these few days and im having buffets all the while.. eesh, seriously gaining weight.. ok.. here, wishing 3jie a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! hehehehe..

ok, i guess that's about all, gotta wake up at 6am tml! 加油加油加油!

ENJOY! bloated.. *BURPzzzz*! LOL

2008-02-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

all the more excuses not to study for OHS.. juz so no mood liao. haha!

bcos i know that i cant get the grades i like now.. haha
with wadeva i can do right after the exam ends, makes me have more excuses not to study cos was thinking of all those stuff.. haiz. mixed feeling now.

maybe i should have a different kind of thinking right? LOL; rather than to digress on other things and thinking that no matter how much i work on it, i still wont be getting any better grades; but to no matter wad will be the results, still carry on studying for the last shot.

well. i think for some of cases, no matter how hard i try.. =\ will be the same ba.. but.. Ok, enough said. OHS lecture note time.. haiz..

ENJOY! righ after exams! woohoo.. o.<

2008-02-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

HEYHEY! this is the 50th post! by popular demands from my blog reader's HAHA!(only 2 person reply in my tag.. miserable) i've posted the pics of CNY! WOOHOO APPLAUSE! but i didnt take too much photo of myself and with other ppl.. so here they are! haha.. erm and also, due to me not being familiar with uploading photos, they are not in sequence.. heehee.. mind me =P

so.. we didnt took any photo on CNY eve.. it was normal steamboat and 围炉! ate until very very full.. but did not stay there for very long. went home and played 'labi'! lost 9 bucks to my dad.. with 1 cent per point.. and my parents played 10cents per point with each other.. that is if someone win the game with no one putting any cards down yet.. it will be DOUBLE that of ur deck points.. and they played so big.. wa, they are crazy! =X

Ok.. so anyway, it was CNY! weeee.. went to my ergu's (2nd aunt's) house to make up! my cousin helped me put on eye-liner also.. hehe! but it's not that obvious on the pics..

this is the 4 of us who played gothic... ... or rather being 'style'? haha.. our style! haiyo.. my eyebags are like.. =.=

and this! haha, was taken right after they make-up-ed.. erm, my expression was kinda weird.. haha!

this pic.. from right to left, xhj, shufang, ahpei, 3jie,ahwei. see where xhj is aiming! LOL ahpei also 配合! haha...

erm.. Ok DONT SEE 3JIE'S HANDSIGN! DONT! haahaaahaaaaaa... cos everyone is aiming her BIG breast.. LOLOLOL, JUICY! *wriggle eyebrowsss*

yup, and this is jasper kor.. aiya, cos we went to ahma house too late, his family is going off le, so didnt took much photos with him! mmm.. he's so style.. compare to me.. aiyo, SPOILING THE PIC! MUAHA..

k, wrong sequence again, this was took right after making up.. haha.. 3jie, me and ahmei-jie

haha, this is taken by ahmei-jie, as we were hailing for cab.. but, on first day of CNY! wa, very difficult to hail one.. haha, but lucky there is someone stopping nearby, so we hop in! woohoo! nd that's y we r even later..

in the morning of first day, it was my fault to make everythings on the schedule to be pushed back.. haha. im sorry! 3jie and cousin!

and after all the 拜年，我和堂妹堂弟还有小姑，小姑丈一起去打保龄球！真是一个很不同的大年初一！

OK! so that's all for the first day, the second day was spent at ergu house again! to have steamboat! again also.. haha, but this is nice too. wow, the soup which ergu made is juz SOOOO nice... (was trying to get a better word, but still put 'nice' after 5minutes of thought.. =.=)

3jie, ahwei, me and xhj.. haha! dont u think everyone look super different from the first day of CNY?? ROFL!

this is another pic! haha.. with ahpei inside.. actually got more ppl.. ahfeng, ahmei-jie, ahjian-jie, gisele-baby, genevieve-baby and ergu not inside! haha.. babies are juz SO CUTE.. more joy!

okok.. so this is it.. actually there are ALOT of camwhoring pics of xhj and 3jie.. but not showing here ba, the pics sent to me are limited too.. haha

ENJOY! ARGH.. exams coming.. always liddat, and always no mood to study.. btw, is this the post i posted the most pics? HEEHEEHEE.. o.<

JIAYOU EVERYONE!

2008-02-03T19:39:00.000+08:00

woolalah! haha, never really been blogging for a month! hoho

erm, anywayzz.. had fun buying clothes and all for Chinese New Year! weee.. Ok.. fashion words.. now then i learnt 2 words.

Vest - the 外套 or normally a coat use to make u more style! haha, many designs but, it does not cover ur sleeve and is less formal than a normal tuxedo or coat. worn with collar shirt or blouse

Legging - a stretchable fitting kind of cloth material which normally girls wear them. its a kind of pants that fits ur thigh properly and can see the figure of ur legs.. normally worn when wearing a mini dress, to prevent from exposing ur undergarments.. i suppose?! =P

haha.. now come to think of it, was said that going to be gothic.. actually not that gothic-ly la.. juz going to put on make ups like..
eye-liner(should be),
mascara(maybe),
black nail polish!(maybe),
contact lens?!(dont know man!),
wax hair(yup! haha, see how i look, dont vomit!)
black skinny(dont think so, wearing the dark blue one ba =\)

i've bought a vest and a shirt le.. thx 3jie, cousins and friends! weee.. but going to get a new pair of shoes ba.. haha, my covered shoes string coming out, both sole already have big holes, white become yellow.. LOLOLOL!

hm, Ok slacking over.. need to do ENV proj.. haiz, CNY coming, cant really enjoy, exams are one week after CNY!.. =.=

春联红，春联红，春联挂在那大门中！
迎新岁，贺新春，春天要你迎春丰！
祝你万事如意，祝你生意兴隆，
愿你平平安安，五福令门，
让你大吉大利过个新年。

but still.. ENJOY! CNY coming! WoOoOoOoLaLaH!

2008-01-28T01:44:00.000+08:00

extreme paranoia...

ENJOY!... ... ...

2008-01-01T15:34:00.000+08:00

school is starting soon.. and im trying to do some homework, but, no mooooooooodddddd.

anyway, i was looking through the fick's law.. in wikipedia. it looks so intimidating, but i wonder, wad r the ppl in JCs studying..? i feel like studying ALL the science and maths in JCs, juz SCIENCE and MATHS! i think that the things im studying are juz part of the things that i wanted, i wanted to know more, know more.. it's like i want to know more, before i turn 20, when i will juz become a normal adult. i think my brain is slowing down already. i want to know how the JC students studies, and all their science, bio,chem,physics and mathssss.. when i heard the main thing which the poly students cant cope well in university is their maths, comparing to JC students. im wondering wad actually did the JC students did in their maths, which makes such a big difference in our syllabus.

i want to know how much r they studying in bio and chem and physics, and heard about quantum mechanics being very tough, i want to experience it. bio and chem, how many types of experiments they actually done. knowing how different atoms behave and more in depth about cells, chemistry in cells, photons, E=mc^2, or all theeeeese and others. i believe those i mentioned will juz be a small part learnt in JC.. right?

why so much knowledge is found of this world, yet we cant have them all. i feel like knowing more, so short of time, also 心有余而力不足。我知道自己很矛盾，说想要学，但是又不想要有太多压力。me being lazy, also dont like to read too much or stay in the library to flip the pages, i cant really absorb that way. it's better if there's a teacher who can teach me all these. i want to know more, so as to be someone mastering in some subjects which i will be proving or discovering formulas like einstein (not that holy of cos). i wish to make this world a better place by proving some, or juz one, very useful formula for the ppl. i dont find myself useful at all to this world, for now, it seems im juz another person living, meaningless.

but, all those are juz thoughts it seems.. haha, let's be realistic ya? haizz.. those stuff, happens in wooolalah's world! u wan me to take u on a journey? bring a hammer, spanner or anything hard with u.. =)

ENJOY! =\ y do we learn differentiation and integration, i only know about distance, velocity and acceleration in applications.. how they put it into formulas..? seems interesting. haha

2007-12-28T02:54:00.000+08:00

hey hey! the holidays are coming to an end, which also marks how long i've never blogged =P

this holiday, i had done the most things! and also enjoyed myself in most of the activities! hehe.. there are a whole bunch of things which i had done with my friends and relatives! =) NICE!

starting of holiday, erm.. saturday and sunday was for me to slackk, weee.. then monday morning went for anchem lesson and went for the camp after that. eventhough i've missed many meetings with my classmates, but the camp was rather fun. ESPECIALLY THE NIGHTWALK! 2 friends and i took a station in the night walk at block 52 level 6, a creepy dark corridor which i might be afraid to go in if im alone. lalalala.. had fun scaring ppl, but im a scaredycat too, haha.. no choice ma, they tell me to help, how can i not help leh?! (giving a 欠扁 face)
OK.. so the camp lasted till wednesday evening. went home super tired, but went out to have dinner with mum. nice treat from her, ichiban! so went back home at around 10+ i guess, bathe and surf net awhile then go orh orh liao..

thursday! weee, went out with fh, ast, sebas, zoey and jo for movie at vivo! the national treasure! the tix cost $9.50 cos it was hari raya haji. bought the tix at 12+ reaching 1pm and we are watching the 1:25pm show! so we rush to carl's jr. to eat.. amazing right?! gobbled down the big burgers and fries and onion rings and drinks in juz approximately 20mins! it's applausibe for jo cos she normally eats VERY slow.. stressing the VERY =) stress again, VERY

the show is nice! after the show, was normal routine of arcade-ing, shopping and looking at ppl, cos vivocity, mostly are ppl walking around Muahaha.. ast left, fh left shortly.. and left the 4 of us still carry on walking, took mrt to city hall and get the diary(organiser) which zoey wanted, then went to makan curry. mmm.. the curry was nice and im not a food critic, so dont really know how to judge, but i still likes jap curry! yum yum! went to raffles city and saw the waterworks! it is soooo beautiful, the fountain of wealth is big, but the one in raffles city is beautiful! it was actually on and off of water jets lining up, flowing down like raining, making shapes if watch in a whole. i think picture paints a thousand words, so go see it urself! it's seriously nice, it will change design after some time. but 别期望太高, cos it is a small small area only, at the sides of the new shops located in the middle of the mall.
shop awhile after that, then head home. a happy day that is!

friday morning woke up.. went with my uncle to his son's, my cousin, sec sch to register! haha, cos my cousin went taiwan! i wanna go overseas too.. sad. anyway, after that then went to grandma house and helped her prepare food, table and chairs to 祭拜祖先, but due to waking up too early and slept late the previous night, i was sleepy and went to sleep! haha, SORRY AHMA! in the end i still helped ok! LOL
left ahma house at about 6pm to meet up with xhj, hq kor, sanjie and her bf to celebrate hq kor's bdae! actually his birthday was over for like 2 weeks! haha, paiseh la, but still celebrated.. wee,

享受了好食物，逛了逛街，打算去arcade（电动游乐场）玩玩。看到了一个可爱的游戏！哈哈，那游戏就在大门边，用一个wand（短杖）来操控，来打那些可爱的鬼！需要蛮多力来玩儿，但真的很好玩哦！我推荐！过后也急忙的赶上了最后一趟的公车回家了。

saturday went back to ahma house again, cos it is 冬至, so go there to eat 汤圆！and of cos other delicacies which ahma made.. then at night, went to erjie's friend's house to bake cookies and brownies! haha, say bake but was actually 'help' them eat the food only! OOPS hehehe. from 8+ bake till 12+am! wow, 3 rounds of brownies and 3 rounds of cookies, it's nice *wink* hang around and chit-chatted until 4am then head home. fun! =)

sunday, was planning to get a present for the christmas exchange with kelvin, jl, jia and zoey, so wanted to go out. juz nice er jie ask sanjie, xhj and me if we wanna go have dinner at ajisen, IMM. thanks erjie! weeee.. cos im penniless le, LOL but took some money from piggybank to buy the present. ate spicy cha shu ramen and as usual i will 'rain' even if air-conditioned hahaha, shouldnt have believe the spicy meter indicated on the menu, having 2 spicy-ness icon. next time i will juz stick to non-spicy ones.

monday, christmas eve! im late to meet kelvin and jl at first, but still the first one to meet them. brought mahjong tiles, HEAVY.. and went to cold storage at bugis to meet with jiaen and buy roasted chickens, salads, chips, salsa sauce and drinks. zoey, being abit muddle-headed and also my fault of keep changing the location to meet, made extra trips but still met with us at the cold storage, hahahaha. took bus and reached hotel 1929 at outram park. mmm, the room is quite small but cosy and contented. haha, played monopoly in laptop, reaction game?! then jo and sebas came to join us in the evening. ate sumptuous dinner at 11, countdown to christmas! eating chips, drank a bottle of red wine which jl sponsored! thx dude! playing 5-10-15 of 6 ppl single-handed and forfeit is to drink the whisky mixed 7up/green tea. played till 2+am then can see most of them r already red. haha, but me and zoey still not. poor blood circulation for me.. haiz. then jiaen had to go home le, cos her mum doesnt allow her to stay over. =(

ended up, heard from jiaen that jl and kelvin vomitted but we never.. wee, Ok sort of slept in the room and woke up early cos too cold, went down and walk around to let heat transfer! haha, went back when kelvin called as he jio me to the jacuzzi, but dont wan la.. paiseh! LOL, sorry! went for mac breakfast then head home le.. which is christmas that day! tuesday.

erjie was at home too, sanjie and erjie told me later going to try and persuade parents to go shangri-la buffet.. i know u r shock, i was shock too! $60+ per person.. whoa~~~ then bathed and slept, told them to wake me up when going. and due to some, i would say, misconception and misinterpretation resulting in.. no more family dinner. ehh.. anyway, let's proceed to the next day!

wednesday, was able to wake up quite late heeheeheehee. then met ah feng and ah wei to catch a movie at night.. hm, "i am legend" is quite a nice movie, but juz abit scary if u r young, cos they are infected by a virus, looking like voldemort with ears! haha..

thursday, wanted to gym in school, but the gymwerkz is closed for maintenance! of all days, it has to be under maintenance from 25th dec to 1st jan 2008.. haiyo. so a change of plan and went to marina square instead! window shopping and ate dinner from 5-8pm, then went to meet erjie and catch a movie again! wa.. seriously need someone who can 养我！但我不要像小白脸一样！how arh? i think im a bi. =X erm.. enough of digress..

went to watch "across the universe", at first tot it was quite a nice movie, but.. it was artistic in the end, or i wasnt really paying attention, the film 70% was singing, 15% dont know wad is the link to the story and 15% was the main story.. hm... as 70% was singing, I WANT THE SOUNDTRACKS! some of them are nice.

OK! so finally im here to blog about all these! haha, i really, seriously, absolutely enjoyed my last-able-to-slack holiday. did u? =)

there are few more days, ENJOY!!!! lala la lalaaaa.. i miss some of my sec schmates, heroes and ugly betty.. LOLOLOL

2007-12-16T00:48:00.000+08:00

a compo, full of errors, coming ur way! that is if u wanna carry on reading, hehe..

oh, finally common test is over. big relief, big disappointment. friday was the last paper.. Occupational Health and Safety. haiz.. big mistake man! i think i wont be doing well in the module, so even if there is no more INE for me, still cant get all A's.. after finishing the paper, abit no mood to go out =\.. haha, but still went out. it sucks big time ROOOAAAARRR!!

mm.. so, after the ohs hell paper, some complaining lack of sleep. hmm, split ways.. (im sorry fuhao, pangseh u.. but u went home chiong games or nodame right!) at first followed zhiminandjolyn to go town and meet zoey, zm>crumpler,zoey>harmonica,me>slippers,jolyn>walkingzombie.. haha! while waiting for zoey, we went to heeren first, to get my slippers! weee, finally changing the frictionless slipper of mine.. went to NUM, oh getting a proper one, haha, i shall not elaborate on my suagu-ness of choosing that pair of slippers with the help from zhiminandjolyn.. HAHAHA, thx nannies! OOPS.
i got a 'tuky tuky', that is wad they call it for a blingbling stud on the slipper, for free. nothing beats free things, especially for typical singaporeans like ME! hurhurhur..

after meeting zoey, went to eat first.. was so hungry then! haha, actually went in LJS at cineleisure, but only one counter open?! then the queue was long.. =\ so.. we went to erm, some hongkong restaurant? haha, being suagu again, my first time inside eventhough will always walk pass it when go cine 2nd floor. went in, then saw 2 familiar faces! zoey spot them first! haha, sat at the corner, rather good view of them. talking about them, using our menus to cover our face with eyes wide open staring at them!.. then act as if like paparazzi! o.O muaha.. quite high, but tired. mm, the food was ok =) but the atmosphere, especially with them, was nice!

head down to paragon for zhimin to buy her friend's present. can feel the place was sprinkled with christmas glitters! (ok, sucks at using metaphor or whatever it's called) was chatting about the harmonica zoey was deciding on in paragon while taking bus to PS for it. oh, as usual when looking at instruments, juz wanna brag abit =P saw quite afew size of harmonica, haha and zhimin told zoey to buy the big big one! LOL, end up buying a rather small one, slightly smaller than a moderate handphone. walk around inside yamaha, then saw a I-FORGOT-WHAT-INSTRUMENT-WAS-THAT-CALLED instrument, hope zoey still remembers. i juz remember the actual shape of that woodwind instrument wasnt suppose to be juz like an oboe.

zhimin went home after that, so we called joanna (with zhiwei,lijiongandsebas) and they were at heeren, so took bus 700 accompanying jolyn for awhile as she wanna go home zzzz KO herself. missing the actual bus stop, alight behind taka and walk there. haha, waited 3 traffic lights across and went back to cine! HAHAHA, but lj juz went there to buy drink. blaming on me that i never tell lj and gang that we r previously at PS, we made an extra move of going back and forth, haha. whatever! it's nth better to do anyway, but let zoey run around with me, im sorry!!

so, still back at dhoby ghaut, go to the arcade at the MRT station there, haha. now then i know someone likes catching doll in the arcade, although i knew that the machine is a scammer with little odds to 中奖, but still nice seeing them analyzing the position for grabs. played the usual basketball, daytona and shooting game. haha.. im not really into arcade games, maybe cos i wasnt brought up that way ba. sorry if im a spoilsport! woot!

but before going to the arcade, we went to the cathay first, to check out the slippers in adidas for sebas. sadly, no more on display.. wondering wad will happen to all the stocks after the clearance sales, where will they go in the next season?

after the arcade, we went back to cathay! haha, CHILL lah brrraader(bird style!!) erm, internal joke, see if u get it anot. when staying in starbucks, our main topic is "so what are we going to do on monday, after anchem lesson". digressed left, digressed right then from 5+ till sky turns dark.. the outcome is i guess, cancelled? not sure, have to confirm again.. had a great time chatting, crapping, reasoning, deciding and 被骗-ing..

around 8+, they head home, but i went to meet 3jie and xhj in lan.. LOL, wasnt those kind which likes lan too.. =X went out for dinner myself =(.. all alone, but felt really tired after that. mm, maybe the morning mood swing still havent cease ba muahahaha... so told xhj and 3jie that i go home first..

hm, so i think that's about all for the friday i've spent! i felt really guilty that i never go astro on that day.. argh, sorry! but, i wont have enjoyed myself as much as i've enjoyed with classmates!

THX ALL FOR PARTICIPATING IN THAT FRIDAY, even that f**king paper..

juz hope i wont fail for that paper.. for now, ENJOY! +.= HOLIDAYS!

2007-12-09T02:20:00.000+08:00

pls give me an obvious hint, cos i might not have catched the hint when u did it before. a very obvious one, for my low intellectual capacity.

ENJOY!

2007-12-04T01:58:00.000+08:00

ARGH.. many things to complete for 2projects.. slack here awhile.

juz now when i was bathing.. dont know why suddenly think of the past.. haha

some childish moments..

last time.. there are those channel 8 TV shows at the primetime, 7-9pm, which has like.. laws and all those shows about lawyers.. then being an innocent me (hurhurhurhur) thinks that.. whatever quarrels will eventually END UP IN COURT! MUAHAHA.. like.. if i quarrel with u, then u will tell ur parents and i will tell mine.. and the quarrel gets bigger and bigger and 垴上法庭！哈哈哈哈哈。。。i dont know why is that 'nao'

maybe that is why i dont really quarrel with people last time, making me an easy target to be bullied. but luckily got some nice friends! heeeheeee...

recently i juz received the stefanie sun's OLD song.. the 我怀念的。and man, im quite addicted to it.. haha, tried to sing along with it, OK MIND WITH MY SINGING PLS, F3 FACE.
haiz.. sometimes really 'huai nian' those times we had together.. be it you you you or you! haha.. i know you r reading.. LOL, that one got it from some commercial ads last time..

OK la.. now it's 2+ am loh.. need to sleep le.. tml 7+ wake up 9am lesson..

haha, actually is cos someone say i never update.. so i update abit lor.. =P
ya MIN.. 吓死你，吓死我，吓死他！haha.. being lame..

ENJOY! o.< a good night sleep which i cant be enjoying. haha

2007-11-26T21:17:00.000+08:00

woolalah! haha.. long time never use this word le.. hmm..

anyway! im juz back from Astro Fiesta Camp'07! erm.. actually the camp is to invite JCs, Polys and ITE students to come and join us on things about astronomy..

but in the end.. only MJC came.. Meridian.. if i never spell wrong.. my group is Newton! haha, no link RIGHT!.. let me tell u the link.. actually is 牛turn! rather than newton.. but newton seems nicer.. =D

then we call ourselves 'niu' turn, and the theme for the camp is star spark. kinda weird theme.. hmm, but anyway! 'niu' turn, niu means cow, taurus is the contellation symbolizing a cow! and also.. it falls in the winter sky! winter have snow! and when stupid bull knock on some metal or wad not.. it produces spark! WOW! haha.. actually was juz crapping to find a link in between!

so much so.. the first day starts at 7+pm.. which means a 2D2N camp, short ey.. there was a lecture on cosmology.. on the big bang theory, future of the universe and also things probably happened before the big bang.. hm, didnt really absorbed much =P haha.. juz know that our universe will go into a Big Freeze in the future.. hm..

then went to KAP for supper.. went back to the stadium and observe the sky, the moon was especially bright on that day! i saw a double star too.. it's the left star of Gemini, Castor, if im not wrong.. i was told Gemini was made of 2 double star.. double star means, with naked eye it looks like one star, but under telescope, it is actually 2 stars very close to each other! on the left is Castor, right is Pollux.

slept at 3+am, going to wake up at 8.30am.. haiz.. then had breakfast and all.. let's not elaborate on other stuff.. the games we had.. hm, it was kind of fun. the last part, we played butter hill.. WA! first time, it was the smaller slope behind block 50, spread afew canvas sheets and put butter, oil and water.. makes the patch of grass muddy too.. =(
i was the one being stepped on to let the others move on to the top, maybe cos of my size ba.. MUAHAHA.. wadeva. finally everyone went up.. ALL DIRTY!

washing up was such a chore, body starts aching after being stepped.. FAINT! LOL

anyway.. after those, time schedule cocked up and somethings happened.. but forget it..

on sunday, blah blah blah.. haha.. dont feel like continuing le.. =P

i have little concentration time ya?

so.. ENJOY! dont look at the full moon in the telescope for too long, u will get permanently blind! *shock!*

2007-11-11T17:22:00.000+08:00

y am i always so stupid?

i know it wont ever happen... but still hoping for a minute chance, which i shouldnt have.
im stupid.. ... ...
need some time to get back to normal ba.
maybe after this post.

you all should ENJOY being loved..

2007-11-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

today is so boring.. haiz, actually is bcos i dont wanna do anything about my academics.. =\

played game and then go friendster see see.. go search my primary schools friends' profile.
then i found out.. we've all grown up, handsome one handsome, pretty one pretty. except for me.. haha, me being superficial.

and also, maybe cos during our times in primary school, handphones and cameras are not so commonly used.. right? i guess if cameras are more common then, we could have taken more photos, more memories.

back to the profile viewing, we have all grown up, and i think as if all of them knows wad to do and wad their future will be like.. but i have no ideas of my future, my love life, my social circle, etc. thinking that i am still slacking here while friends are having their A levels, mugging for their future.

viewing their pictures, all became more matured, im happy for them! but thinking that wad if we meet each other next time, will they still remember me? will they recognise each other? the feelings im having now, so weird, wad will happen in the future?

seeing any of my classmates becoming:
an entrepreneur?
an engineer?
a designer?
a pilot?
a cleaner?
an author?
a firefighter?
a scientist?
a commando?
a famous artiste/idol/singer/movie star/comedian?
a hawker cook or a chef in the world class restaurant?
a member in the parliament?
a lesbian or gay or juz not being normal?
normal office worker?
a slacker?
a well-known sportsman/woman?
a supervisor?
the big boss of a mass production line?
a gambler?
parents with 4 kids or more!?
the lawyer?
an air stewardess/steward?
a teacher/lecturer/professor?
a music conductor?
a musician?
a housewife/taitai?
an accountant/auditor?
the president?
a principal?
a castaway?
a foreign talent of another country?
a tour guide?
a librarian?
a doctor/nurse/dentist/acupuncture master?
a salesperson?
a bartender?
a poledancer?
another famous blogger like xiaxue?
a director? [and i will watch ur films! =) ]

there are more of course! with so much job scope, i dont know wad my future will be like.. and also, i actually thought that the course im studying now is MORE on chemistry and biology, but in the end, juz becos of the 'Engineering' word, the whole course became 'physic-ise', haiz.. it's not wad i actually wanted.
also, hearing wad mr ong had mentioned about the reports we need to do for our final year, makes me feel, retarded! although mostly are calculations, but setting up a plant, it feel so out of grasp.

i feel that my life seems to have no meaning, why living in a world when u dont know the purpose of being here?
juz to waste resources?
juz to destroy the habitats of other animal species in order to survive?
juz to grow older to reproduce and increase population?
juz to study for now and contribute in ur later life?
juz to transfer knowledge to the next generation?
juz to let evolutions take place?

i've digressed way too far, it seems boring.

ENJOY the meaningless life while u still can! =)

2007-11-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

LALALALA... JUZ IGNORE THE PREVIOUS POST!

now that i read my previous post again, it makes me feel like a hypocrite, as if im 博取同情。

i mean the last few paragraphs..

anyway, i guess im seeing wad i wanted to see now! SMILES!
*happy sigh* hope the previous post did have some 效果。本来还想要找个更有POWER的字，可是vocab有限。

OK, today, friday, i should be having astro, but instead i went for my HI!club opening ceremony.. haha. AND a big 收获that my seniors sign the song 'Same Script Different Cast'! oh gosh, i think it was difficult to sign! haha.. im fascinated. all the performance were wonderful! and some of the new members are fast learners! haha, hope they wont forget right after the event... =.=

k la, shall keep this short.. as no one is really interested in all these ba..

ENJOY the SMILES! heehee =D

2007-10-29T18:25:00.000+08:00

i guess, there wont be anyone reading this post.. but when there is input, there muz be the same output, if things accumulates, it will burst one day.. right?

i know im being hated le, but my actual purpose was to hope, things will talk out, work out, solved.
everyone should know the truth, isnt it the way true friends should be?
everyone will be at fault, including me. y shouldnt everyone juz say everything out and solve them?
everyone who is watching this, should listen to all sides of the story, shouldnt they?

all these are just TOO difficult to fulfill.. are they?
why do u have to hide inside?
why both of u wanna make this friendship shallow?
why? just because of 2 guys, 1 and a half years of friendship juz gone like that?
why? is it worth it?
why should u keep quiet when u know she is ur best friend?
why shouldnt u tell her wad had happened between u and the 2 guys?
why wait for the others to ask, then u might say?
why u didnt tell her not to tell anyone?
why u never help her keep these secrets eventhough she never say they are? i know im not a better friend, i wouldnt know all these unless i ask her or found it out myself.
why not letting her know about others knowing the blog?
why messed up this friendship when u can do something else to patch it back?
seems like im the one who is messing this up, is it? juz like i have said, shouldnt both of u juz talk the secrets, the 不爽, the 不满 out?
what was in ur mind when u r singing 一个像夏天，一个像秋天？
what was the lyrics about? u should know it better than i do..
what happened to all those happy moments we had together?
what are they to both of u now? juz memories? MERE memories?
what have u all forgotten? sakae-ing, k-box-ing, camwhoring, town, vivo, adidas, haircuts, shihlin, chippy, donut factory, nintendo DS-ing, song guessing ETC. maybe there are much much more without me there. and those things are things which we did together..
what will happen after u all cooled down?
isnt it better to solve it earlier?

thinking, it all begins with a misunderstanding about him, her and us back in Hoi An. maybe the trip should be cancelled, but wad's done is done. he shouldnt have acted so strangely there.

so, after this post, maybe u will hate me more, i dont know. i guess everyone will slowly hate me, slowly drifting away, slowly knowing my shortcomings. now im scared of how i should spend the 1 and half years more.

i.. dont want to graduate with no friends taking photo with me. i dont want.

this will be the first post im not enjoying..

2007-10-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

hmm... yup, i guess it's drifting away

semester 2.2 is starting soon!.. which is like, this coming tuesday! haha.. yays, monday is considered holiday for us now!

the chalet that had passed not long ago with some of my classmates. it is nice! juz.. FULL OF MOSQUITOES... cos we went to Aloha Changi, somemore is the most ulu one, located at the furthest end of the road.. fairy point chalet 1 *chills*

HAHA.. those mosquitoes repellent and all that are no effect on them! haiz.. bear with it for 3D2N~~ this time the chalet isnt as fun as before, not sure why. the night cycling isnt that fun either.. haha juz plain, straight, dark road for us to cycle.. along the changi airport, viewing planes take off and arrive. but before that, we played with sparklers! weee.. haha, like searching our childhood..

barbeque on the 2nd night.. quite alot of our classmates came! haha.. thx darren for ordering so much yummies, but in the end cant finish. haha... there are ppl playing mahjong(with money) and ppl playing matching game with mahjong tiles.. hehehe. YA, let's talk about mahjong, faint, becos of mere miscommunicaton, we brought 3 sets of mahjong there, when there are not that many ppl in the chalet.. HA-HA-HAIYO..

so.. yups, not much about it =/.. hope if there is a next one, it will be better..

school starting.. OH YA! jia,jo,sebas.. when are we going to do the INE??

ENJOY the holi-mondays.. so now is tuesday blues?? haha

2007-10-01T14:53:00.000+08:00

seriously.. i dunnoe how to tell you when you are angry and not bothering me..

i'm gonna say sorry that i had make u angry.. again. i never had any bad intention or wad, but juz that i tot u r also saying, for fun or joking, that i'm being sarcastic and so i replied.. 'abit'.

honestly, bad sarcasm never came across my mind when im talking to u.. and it was all for fun, when i know u r a friend which can take my jokes. i'm not good with words, i apologise for sounding sarcastic, all i wanted is to chat with u and also expecting a reply.

now, wad's done is done, i only can let time pass and wash away the bad memories. it's the second time i made u angry, guess it's even harder for u to forgive me now.. the most common friends i will chat with now are fh, u, wq and jiaen. it will be hard without u..

i will wait for u to talk to me.. till then, i dunnoe wad to do...

hope u ENJOYed ur birthday...

2007-09-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hoi An is fun! haha.. now then i miss the days in Hoi An(in Vietnam)... the experience is really very different and special to me.. =) seriously i will miss my grade 6/1 students.. sorry that i dun have the photos with me right now..

THX for the bdae celebrations! i really enjoyed it.. on both days..
on the 21st of sept.. that is weiquan's big 18! the vietnam ppl celebrated for weiquan and also for zhimin, as she juz came back to SG from sabah.. hehe

then 22nd sept.. which is my actual birthday! weee.. thx da jie, er jie, zhao cai, xiao hui jie, kolala, kiwi! I SERIOUSLY HAD FUN! WOOHOO.. my first nightlife.. =) still so suagu. haha! thx xhj for the shirt and bottle! kolala and kiwi for the cake! er jie for the drinks and entry! dajie and zhaocai for being another suagus at MOS! u all made my day! WEEEE.. hehe but, i think if san jie is there too.. more funny things will happen ba.. faster recover b4 ur birthday.. then we can go together le! =D with hq kor of cos! o.<

aiyo.. as for now.. holidays are quite boring sometimes.. when you dunnoe wad to do.. and my mind now keeps daydreaming and thinking of things happening during the trip. wad will happen when school reopens.. wad will be the aftermath of some problems.. the many many possibilities of wad will happen next up..

i think i will be replaced by him as friend.. then lesser conversations between us.. then it's beyond my imagination le.. but anyway..

ENJOY! i enjoyed myself! weee.. thx everyone whom make my daysss =)

2007-08-26T01:35:00.000+08:00

34th post!

haha.. YAY FINALLY THIS SEMESTER IS OVER! HAPPY HOLIDAYS ALL!

will be flying on the 1st of sept! weee.. in vietnam.. i can be millionaire! without answering questions in 'Who Wants To Be A Millionaire' haha.. maybe abit too happy, so im crapping now!

juz feel like blogging about this holiday! woohoo.. =D

tml will be going to cycle! muahaha.. with my class of cos.. erm. classmates*, cos not everyone going. hehe.. all thanks to the organiser Zoey Yap!.. haha, i think her name sounds like a renowned hairstylist or someone like it.. haha

OH YA, before i forget, right after the reaction engineering paper on friday, we r checking our papers all around.. and fuhao was holding my papers and checking the answers with mine.

"oh! full marks loh!," he keeps repeating happily.. haha.. guess all the answers same as mine ba.. =) but doesnt mean will all be correct..

then we went to hand in an indemnity form, which is for the YEP's overnight in school to do banners and stuff.. and walk and walk and walk, planning to catch a movie.. i dont mind watching hairspray or ratatouille.. as ratatouille is having sneak preview.. THEN I RMB! ARGH.. i have astro on FRIDAY NIGHT! haiz.. wasted.. ok, let's continue on the 'trip'

walk and talk and stop and talk then walk then stop then talk again.. juz to decide on where and wad to eat (the actual walking and talking and stopping part is much longer.. haha). in the end, still eating at Pizza Hut clementi.

so.. zm, sebas, lj and zw went to watch!.. but they watch rush hour 3.. haha. then jo, jia and me go KBOX! WOOHOO.. oh, now my throat is abit sore BUT im so satisfied with my urge of singing.. thx jo and jia! o.< weeee.. but found out.. im broke le.. aiyo.. hope i can get my allowance soon. cos tml still wanna go cycle! haha.. sure will go makan also.. then also planned to buy bagpack at beach road.. hm, but i dun need ba.. AIYA, juz go la! haha

woot! it is 1.54am le.. guess i should go sleep le.. =) later tml cycle until bang the wall or into the sea! LOLX.. exaggeratingzzzz..

for those whose O and A lvls are coming.. all the best! and those in sec sch jia you in exams! woo.. poly's life really abit slack after every semester.. but think it's my type ba.. haha

lalala.. weee riding a bicycle, feeling the breeze coming, smell someone farted in front! ARH! shall i wear that 'who farted?' shirt tml?! haha.. crapping again! quite paiseh wearing that shirt..

ENJOY! without using money! smell someone fart.. priceless. FAINT! hahahaha

2007-08-17T14:17:00.000+08:00

别在伤口撒盐--张惠妹 (don't sprinkle salt on the wound) haha..

好久不见你瘦了一大圈
苦笑的脸忙而累
你说好男人绝种了
爱一年往往要伤个三五年
你拒绝再看见晴天
却总问离快乐有多远
爱的平衡线小心拿捏
该醒的时候你却还想醉
最后只有往幸福门外退

别让昨天在你伤口狂妄地洒盐
一碰就痛一想就悲
爱一遍教人老了好几十岁
别让昨天在你伤口狂妄地洒盐
冲掉心中爱的余味
再活一遍

那种人不值得留恋
那些爱拖一天错一天
相爱的情歌你听不厌
相仇的局面你又躲不远
你步步地往自由门外退

别让昨天在你伤口狂妄地洒盐
一碰就痛一想就悲
爱一遍教人老了好几十岁
别让昨天在你伤口狂妄地洒盐
冲掉心中爱的余味
再活一遍

别让昨天在你伤口狂妄地洒盐
一碰就痛一想就悲
爱一遍教人老了好几十岁
别让昨天在你伤口狂妄地洒盐
冲掉心中爱的余味
再活~~ 一遍

怕寂寞的人在城市中相爱
你要勇敢一点点~~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wi-q3BwtVjQ
ENJOY!..

2007-08-10T02:08:00.000+08:00

我不要你对我忽冷忽热，时好时坏。

在我想要和你讲话时，请你至少回答我一个‘唔’或是之类的。。。不要把我当成是透明的。我相信，如果你在和别人说话时，而他却一点都不理会你，你也不好受吧。。

我已尽量想一些话题来谈谈，但你却不出声。当别人跟你说话时，你就会和他们说一大堆，甚至还会逗他们笑。我也只好苦中作乐地，笑着的，听你对他们说的笑话。每次只有我们俩的时候，就算我说了一大堆，或是问你问题，你都以为我不再跟你说话，把我当成耳边风。。。

嗨。。还是别想太多，也别抱太大的希望我们能够变成好朋友了。。应该连等久久久久都还是不可能的。

好了，我也该去睡觉了，幸好有这一个能发泄的“地方”。如果你们好奇‘他’是谁的话，就猜吧，我应该不会说出来的吧。哈哈。

那也就。。尽情享受哦！(ENJOY!) =)

2007-08-09T12:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

haha juz drop by to say that!

ENJOY! I WANNA SEE THE FIREWORKS IN PERSON LEH! =(

2007-08-04T20:13:00.000+08:00

S.H.E. - 说你爱我

下着雨让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音
看着你看着斑驳的甜蜜爱你
困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽

说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红
说你爱我变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

下着雨让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音
看着你看着斑驳的甜蜜爱你
困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽

说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红
说你爱我变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红
说你爱我变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红
说你爱我变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

gosh.. after i watched the mv.. the whole song makes more meaning.. so sad for hebe.. =(

go see the mv ba..

ENJOY! T-T so touching...

2007-08-01T00:25:00.000+08:00

GOSH...

how arh?.. im abit scared leh..
normally there will be a very quiet atmosphere right b4 a storm starts.. and i think same goes to me..
i feel that im seriously slacking now.. when i know im bound to do something.. this feeling keeps growing inside.. aiyoooo..i dun think im thinking too much..

and it's like.. 3 weeks to exams, LOL.. and i still.. dunnoe a whole lot of things.. i have the urge to study sometimes.. but it juz gone way off when my body juz dun feel like doing a single thing..

im so lazy laaaaaaaaaaaa... i hate this.. but i dunnoe what should i do now!.. no mood, no motivation, nothing for me to look forward.. maybe juz the vietnam trip..

and oh ya.. i guess cant get all A's le.. haiz.. cos UFS(understanding financial statement) module.. SUX!!!!.. haiz.. im so hopeless at that.. shouldnt have chosen that.. but i think, the other IS modules will be much more difficult than this.. as this doesnt require any projects, but i totally dunnoe a single thing right at the start of this terms lecture.. totally no 'tian fen' at this man.. so if i ever open a business, be my worker, and u can easily snatch the whole business..

no more digressing.. i still dun have the urge.. the desperation.. the motivation to study.. HOW?
this is quite unlike me in secondary sch.. or should i say.. everything has changed, even lecturers doesnt teach u everything that u need to know, even i cant really concentrate over the lessons with me down there chit-chatting or juz simply forget the whole thing once one week has pass by.. how depleted can my memory be?!.. i dont know.

i.. ... ... hate this feeling.. anyway.. i will motivate u all.. STOP READING BLOGSSS, GET REAL AND STUDY! hope that works.. =.=

ENJOY, with ur brain juice doing the work. o.<

2007-07-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

view this.. maybe it will cheer u up.. if u r down.. or left.. or maybe right.. =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=In5uec02E8U

ENJOY!.. whatever! haha

2007-07-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

what are those side-effects of loving someone? tag if u think u got answers..

what are the side-effects if u like someone but know tat it wont happen.? should i call it side effects?

oh.. need to study abit for tml's eltech prac test le.. hm.. it is difficult to grab the clouds unless u r in the sky..

GET REAL! lolx. anyway

ENJOY!... ... ...

2007-07-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

blah blah blah.. cant think of any title for this post.. juz so sian, as if nothing to do.. but actually there are so many to be finished..

juz hop by to slack awhile.. SHIT i forgot i need to do something.. bye then!

ENJOY! o.<

2007-07-08T23:38:00.000+08:00

LALALA!.. blah blah blah..

sorry for not blogging recently. dont have the mood but got the time, haha..
bcos im watching naruto, or got go out!

so nice! juz went to sentosa with classmatesss on 07/07/07. and.. eeeeeeeeeeeee, they went sakae for dinner and im left at school for an astronomy exhibition.. SIAN LA!.. taking the telescopes here and there, not having the buffet they ordered for the guests cos im somewhere near the rooftop guarding the stupid scopes.. HAIZ... and i am dozing off over there, feeling tired after the sentosa trip.. weee so long never been to sentosa.

im so SUAGU! but got rid of some suagu-ness over there.. hehe, took tram from vivo to siloso! fun man! muaha.. especially with u guys and girls!

get tanned pls, get tanned pls.. haha..

anyway.. okie bloggie, dont feel like blogging le.. lazy me.. bleahx!

07/07/07, save the earth, dun take aeroplanes! ahahahhaa.. there are more than one reason not to fly here and there.. =P

ENJOY! while u still can.. without global warming..

2007-06-10T13:33:00.000+08:00

ON 08/06/07!!

WooOoOLaLaH!! muahaha.. on that friday is SOOOOO nice.. went out with 12 of u all.. especially ast also came! LOL.. first time came with us.. go town leh!!

went to PS had pizzas in Pizza Hut.. then walked to cineleisure, to buy tix, but not 4pm yet, so the e2max counter still havent open. go to basement's foodcourt and slack there until 4pm.. buy the tix for 4 and watched PIRATES!! YAY!!

erm.. actually my friends had more details and pics on it! haha.. jia en.. maybe i should link u.. her blog is http://neaij.livejournal.com
i will be adding the link on the links list =)

then abit sad.. need to go astro after the movie.. cant accompany them till the end.. LOL. dunnoe wad they did after that.. hm.. shall ask when they online.. hahahaha

ok la.. next time then blog ba..

hm.. seems abit too relax now.. JOANNA.. when we going cycling? LOL.. together with the other 6 going vietnam! wee.. so many nice things.. make me grin until muscle ache.. hohohooho...

let's forget those bad things ba.. SO SAD.. the results.. haiz..

anyway.. ENJOY! o.<

2007-05-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

hey hey! fast food!! LOL for today!

this is wad i ate today! 'The' Fish Burger set meal! $7.50, cos i added cheese, SO FULL!
this is wad fh ate.. Turkey Sausage set meal.. $10.00 the sausage is soooooo long.. longer than my soooooo. lolxx
and this is wad jo had ordered! Fish & Chips! whole lot of chips.. $6.50 for it!
while this, it is said to be the 2nd most famous dish in Botak Jones. lj and ast take down Cajun Chicken setmeal! wooow.. seeems cheeeeeezy haha..

i never tried something here before.. and when i read my friend's blog.. i feel like trying too! erm.. im not being racist.. but juz wanna try. =)

嘿嘿！是副豪教我如何换成话语的。。其实写话语字也蛮好玩的嘛！至少在这里写，不用想那对的字是什么。哈哈。

太棒了！那么，我就用华语来写这个post 吧！

今天蛮好玩的！9点上课。。11点放了就和朋友一起出去吃午餐！我们今天去 botak jones 吃哦！本来我还有一点犹豫，不知道该不该吃，可是还是叫了。。朋友说，哪里通常都需要派长龙的，幸亏我们是在那摊刚开店营业的时候去叫的，也只等不到20分钟。

蛮好吃的！所以不防尝一尝！份量超多！可是吃了过后，有点罪过，因为知道是快餐也都是炸的食物。吃了也有点lips dry! LOL.. gosh.. my language thing abit sot le! argh...

anyway, you might wanna try it! it's at clementi there... erm exact address im not sure.. haha, beside Peitong primary school.

ok.. so..

ENJOY! o.<

2007-05-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

CEREAL MADNESS!!

wow!.. haha recently my class is getting more and more funny.. I LOVE THIS FEELING! XD

YAY... and yupz, about the title of this post.. yesterday, jo, ast, fh, lj and me planned to buy cerealssss for today! haha.. it is bcos yesterday we saw jo ate a small box of cereal she brought from home. and so we bought cereals.. different cereals! haha.. although i did not took pictures of those cereals we bought.

jo bought 'Milk & Berry' honey stars! fh bought Oreo with Marshmallows! lj bought nice honey stars and i bought KoKo Krunch.. hehehe, ya.. and ast bought nothing.. cos he said he will buy it this morning.. but he was almost late.. so in the end.. IT'S OK ANYWAY.. HAHA cos we cant even finish all up today! and i forgot to say the size of the cereals.. fh one is the biggest(300g). the rest of us bought the medium size de (around 150-180g).

and also.. the honey stars which lj bought has a toy, u know there is an advertisement on tv that u buy honey stars an u will get a free web flingers.. haha.. it was kind of fun! i so love the 5 of us, eventhough i didnt mention in front of them, and yet i mention here!.. they are so cute, and i mean CUTE!! haha and it was lj's and jo's idea to buy cereal actually..

so.. we opened all the cereals and mixed! woohoo.. 'I WAN MARSHMALLOWS" that is the phrase kept hearing.. it were damn sweeeeeeeet after u ate so much until ur tongue swells. =P i was exaggerating.

it was time for bioprocess tech lecture.. and we went in..
pheeeuww.. i dunnoe y i was so tired.. hm.. nowadays i feel awake at night and at home, but lethargic outside especially in the afternoon.. =.=
zm go and kacau Dr. tan with that web flinger.. haha.. and dr tan did the X sign.. LOL to protect himself.. i think he is quite a good teacher.. =)

then it comes to aem1, LOL.. it is a 2 hour lecture.. but teacher let us off 1 hour early! haha.. i think bcos he saw the 5 of us sleeeeeeping at the back of the classroom.. haha
although he barely has any expression, but he still understands.. hm.. he is a funny teacher.. but, dunnoe y.. o.O

after that i went to the library, to find my friends and play board games.. some Blokus game ba.. i lost haha, it is the first time i see this game.. and actually.. i hope i can see that someone again.. cos i saw that person last week at the board game zone.. so hoping for a chance to meet again.. >.< bleah.. is a classmate from primary school la.. hehe

had dinner with astro friends.. then... ya nothing special happened after that.. so.. now i am blogging!

anyway.. i dunnoe wad happen to the rest of the cereals.. ended in stomach hopefully! haha..

so.. if u got the crave.. go buy it!
ENJOY! o.<

2007-05-05T02:03:00.000+08:00

why am i thinking so much, and yet when wanted to blog, nothing comes out of my head.

im torturing myself with my mind keep thinking of the incident today.. i felt guilty, but still thinking, i shouldn't be that childish and foolish to heed people's words on doing that.

i am truthfully sorry about what has happened today. maybe this is not the time to joke around, maybe i should have told others not to disturb u, maybe i should have known u r in a bad mood, if only.. im not there. it will be better off without me..

sometimes, im afraid that histories might repeat, im scared the dark ages in secondary schools will resurface, things which i tried to prevent it from happening. i can only hope it will not happen, cos i felt sense of insecure.. sometimes..
im childish and super pessimistic, that might be the other side of me.. i tried to hide it.

wondering what will be the feeling when u r not in this world anymore, izzit very light? feather-weight? uncontrollable breaths?

if it can only be a dream, a fantasy. reality is.. so ... ...

2007-04-19T19:08:00.000+08:00

never been blogging for about 1 month! haha.. my apology to readers and blog-hoppers!

actually school had juz started this week, and ya.. before this was holiday, and im too lazy to blogg.. oops. that's y even housefly also yawned... =.= (LOL.. she will kill me as soon as she sees this.. =X )

hm.. i'm still having abit of holiday mood.. and never find school is such a nice place, haha, i guess it's bcos im rotting with work and games in the holiday.. making me so lethargic. but friends alwaes sprinkle fun and laughter everywhere! haha.. phew~~ yupz, the week before school reopen, about half the class(poly clasmates) went for chalet!! weeeeeeee.... aww, miss those days. LOL and it's only a week.

hm.. it has been 4 weeks that i've put on braces.. haha, and zoey brought the UV pen showing us yesterday in lecture. she wanted to colour it on my teeth.. ARGH~~ she IS SOMEONE FROM SPACE!! SIMPLY AUTISTIC.. or ECCENTRIC maybe.. haiz, scientists have wasted time and effort on learning about aliens and people from outerspace. in the end, a retarded one came to earth.. so unfortunate.. LOLX!!

erhemm.. maybe im too 'bo liao' (nothing to do). so wanted to find people to 'suan' (criticise?!)

seriously, no offence to zoey and joanna... =P

hm.. ok la.. nothing else to mention le.. feel so bored.. haiz.. erm.. ok la, i guess i will go catch some TV shows or play games.. =)

ENJOY! o.< need a break now.. hehe =)

2007-03-22T00:24:00.000+08:00

The Metallic Smile... =D

oh.. finally it is being done. and soon, nightmares are coming.

i dun really know what is the reason for me to put on braces.. maybe im becoming vain, or the vanity in me is starting to unleash.. haha. let's not talk about this...

oh great.. i've had it done juz today! haha, at first i was a little nervous and im all wondering whether it will be painful.
time for me to go into the room, i gave the dentist my dental radiography (X-ray of my teeth).

examine for awhile, notice that actually my teeth looks nice.. haha but the wisdom tooth at the bottom right isn't well grown, and it grows horizontally rather than vertically as it should be.
the dentist said that it has to be removed as it may cause irritation to the other tooth at the bottom row, but im not removing it yet. dunnoe y.. haha

then.. the process starts! Dr chen helped me sterilise my teeth in order to put on the brackets without making it decay (brackets are those small small squarish thing on each tooth). then applied something which can stick the brackets onto my teeth.. oh my lips gone all dry as he puts a sucker to suck out my saliva to prevent from dirtying the sterilised portion of my teeth.

HERE COMES THE BRACKETS! haha.. incoming! one by one he place it on.. it is not pain at all.. haha. then he puts on the metal wire to stabilise the brackets.

'ok, so what colour do u prefer?' the dentist asked.

me: 'erm.. wa.. so many colour arh.. dunnoe leh..' showing me a whole box of plastic thingy which attach the wire to the bracket...

Dr: 'nowadays more ppl put blue'
me: 'erm.. eh.. ok lor'
Dr: 'maybe upper and lower row different colour.. maybe lighter blue for lower ba'

1... 2... 3... poof! it became Ugly Me! haha.. dun feel like mentioning my name here.
after that.. i got this special toothbrush specially for ppl who put braces.

went home.. and around an hour later.. i start feeling abit tight inside my mouth, and gum hurts abit here and there. i tired to close my teeth together.. but i cant, it is painful when the 2 rows meet. gosh.. and i started to regret.. haha, stupid me, i've heed so many advice that it will be painful for a week or so.. but i still cant get use to it..

now, all i can eat are liquified substance.. like congee and milk..
hope these can end REAL soon..
anyway, i think my self-esteem is going negative >.<
shy to smile now.. cos it looks all metallic! as said by wilhemina in ugly betty.. haha, guess that show gave me some courage to put on braces and face the world.. =) maybe i will juz grin

so.. ENJOY those food while u still can.. u never know when ur teeth are.. useless?! LOL

2007-03-06T20:06:00.000+08:00

!!UGLY BETTY!!
gosh.. by the way, i have to thank zoey for
introducing me to www.peekvid.com ... haha.. on that website, i can watch ugly betty! woohoo.. BUT, unfortunately, it only has until episode 13 of the first season.. >.<

if u wanna watch it also, go to that website above and link to [home> TV series> Ugly Betty].. haha..

so.. i've updated my blog hor joanna! LOL... go update urs! =)

btw.. if anyone knows where i can get to watch the rest of Ugly Betty.. do tag for me to know.. providing the website and necessary stuff =)
and if MobTv has.. u dun have to tell me.. LOL cos it needs $$ eventhough recently got promotion.. =(

lastly, u really have to watch ugly betty! o.<

Enjoy! heehee (wide grin showing the braces)

2007-02-23T15:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!! ^-^

wa.. hahaha never been blogging for.. 15days! LOL
cos IT'S LUNAR NEW YEAR!! WOOHOO!!
happy new year, ang bao come here.. haha, this was the phrase we used when still young =P

hm.. on the first day of lunar new year, we reached my ahma house(father's side) and waited there till everyone was there.. haha then.. GAMBLE! isn't it like every family will get this time juz to hang around with each other, have fun! hurhurhur... and gambling is fun! isn't it? ^-^

let's not go into the details.. haha cos u can view my cousins bloggie, they've written some details!

so.. anyway, around 1-2+pm, i have to go to johor and bai nian.. = ok.. this seems realistic, cos im much closer to my father's side than my mother's.. or maybe bcos of the distance also ba.. haha many factors to consider.. but i still went with my parents, yupz, and im the only child who followed.. thinking "how boring can that be... =.="

we were caught in the traffic for nearly 2 hours in the customs! and anyway, it doesn't feel lethargic and while in the car, on the bridge, it is raining on the right then u can see the clouds moving, with lesser things visible as it seems foggy.. ok, in short, the rain clouds are moving from my right to the left..

ok, i find it awkward reaching my da jiu's house, after i've greet everyone there, my parents went for gambling again.. aiyoyo, then im all alone.. watching tv, wa.. heng ar, at least JB(johor bahru) there still can get the reception from Singapore. i watched channel 5 then.. with some of the kids, my cousins' kids.

and also luckily.. there is HARRY POTTER and the chamber of secrets.. Daniel Radcliffe looks exceptionally handsome there haha... then, while watching the tv, i started to get closer with the kids, that is when i feel at least im not.. unwanted?! haha juz joking..

then after having dinner there, it's time to go to lao yi's house(dialect).. woohoo! and i met another of my cousin.. she gimme alot of firecrackers.. of all kinds! wahahaha.. that was SOOOO FUN!! think we cant play with most of those firecrackers in Singapore ba.. there's one which, after u lit the spark, it turns very fast and change colours(from green to yellow to red!) im so fascinated! haha.. but now, at least im not sua gu le.. (mountain turtle)..

after that, headed home.. it's already few minutes to midnite..

day 2 was peaceful, but my mum was surprised with a phone call, when we are gambling.. again.. =P my cousins are coming to our house to bai nian on day 3 morning! she is both surprise and worried.. haha, thinking of what to cook for them, how are we going to tidy our house abit more etc. haiyo.. she's too happy, even after the phonecall, she still laugh when gambling.. -.-

day 3 creeps up.. and i overslept, haha actually my mum says we have to wake up at 7am and help her tidy up.. but i 9++am then wake up.. heeheeeheeee~~ after tidying up, my eldest sis came home!! oh.. she never came back for a long time le.. haha, although i've seen her during day 1.. shortly, my cousins came.. haha and we were all relief.. especially my mum.. =)

day 4 was scheduled to go to my 3rd aunt's house(father's side) and have dinner.. all the family members will go there! then all of us were squeezing in front of the tv to watch hana kimi(hua yang shao nian shao nu) Wu zun kissed Ella in that episode.. haha, after the show was over, IT WAS GAMBLING TIME!! MUAHAHAHA.. looks like our family can break the guinness record for being the most gambling addicted family.. haha =X it was so fun.. and i've won $1.50 playing blackjack! hohoho.. getting 2 blackjacks in the game too.. lucky lucky.. LOL

after that, my cousins xhj, 2nd sis and some of our maple friends meet up in maple to do pq!(party quest) haha.. it was super nice.. but i abit rusty, long time never play le.. and also.. recently was playing another game, Ghost Online - GO. okays.. so this is one of the pics we took before fighting the boss in the pq, Alishar..

2007-02-08T17:24:00.000+08:00

sorry... i dunnoe wad title should i put..

i dunnoe y.. i feel so aimless sometimes. i HATE it, juz HATE it. but i dunnoe y im so aimless too.
the exams are coming, and im having one TOMORROW MORNING! but i juz dun feel like doing anything regarding about my exams. im scared.. wad if i didnt do well this time, wad if when all the formulas are there and i juz cant put my mind together to pick the correct formula and use it on tomorrow's maths exam, same goes to my thermodynamics paper.
i've encountered a problem/question in one of the past year paper i got when i tried doing it. im scared if the same thing come out, i cant think of anything to solve that question.
by the way, im also puzzled y am i giving myself so much stress when it is unnecessary.

listening to music now, but still unable to relief my mind and wadeva im thinking now.. HOW??
maybe i should change another song? come on.. someone pls give me a reply, that is all i need.
maybe bcos now im alone, my mind will run wild( and it has been running wild ever since this morning, which makes me not having the mood to study... but i feel like being alone when studying. so ironic...), with no one laying a helping hand.
maybe bcos i never on the fan, the environment maybe too warm for my brain to function well. i.. seriously dunnoe wad should i do now. it's ok, i will be fine after blogging.

im.. scared. scared that i will do badly bcos i seriously dun have the mood to study, and it has been like that since monday. WHAT AM I GONNA DO?!
maybe.. i should change another topic to study on right now.

thanks to one of my hormone(i dunnoe the name) which helps me regain my calmness after the thoughts of so many things that i have juz wrote.

maybe i should juz give up studying now.. and relax myself. stressing myself wont work for me.. sigh~~ i feel much better now.. and i know wad i should do le.. haha..
wow, i never realised that writing, or blogging, can be such a doctor.

it's as if the juice of sugar cane is stress, and once it is being squashed, squeezed, pressed. im the leftover dried up sugar cane. free from stress, feeling SOOO MUCH lighter.
but.. how i wish i can be as slim as the leftover in real-life.. haha XD

hm.. if u r stress now.. try blogging, it helps! haha.. and maybe go drink up all the sugar cane juice.. haha, im fine now! still able to joke eh~..

so... ENJOY! o.<

2007-02-02T00:31:00.000+08:00

PHEW... finally!

i think today is the day which we are officially 'release' from all the things we r doing recently.
things like projects, homeworks, practical exams, discussions etc. WOOOHOOO!! three cheers for my classmates and me!! YESH! muahahaha.. feel so relief after all those burdens all of us were carrying these few weeks, can all be settle down with.

hm.. we had our Inorganic and Physical Chemistry(IPC) presentation juz the day before, and had our Thermodynamic's presentation on steam power plant today!

im actually amazed with the very hard work my classmates had put in in their presentation, im talking about darren's group (which includes zhiwei, sebas, li jiong, sarip and darren himself) in case u all wanna know who izzit. they have 30 over slides for a 6% presentation, some of us and somebody like me will think that it is too much for a 10mins presentation. but i think overall they had done the best (although my group did quite well too, i think so! =] ), with almost every detail of a steam power plant mentioned; they are able to answer our questions, except the one which our lecturer asked.

but i think we wont be able to know EVERYTHING of a steam power plant, so all in all, everyone put in great efforts and i also can see that all of us is either getting panda eyes or down with flu, fever etc.

wa.. really a relief man! haha.. so... let us end it with a SMILEY!!

(= taken with my group members for thermodynamics presentation =)

2007-01-18T01:38:00.000+08:00

TRY...

hey hey!.. recently there are so many things to complete.. i juz dun have time to blog. but today, i juz wanna share the lyrics of a song with u all =)

the name of the song, as u all can see, is 'Try' by Nelly Furtado, it's not a new song.. but i sort of like it..

and i like alot more songs too oh!!

so here are the lyrics:

All I know

Is everything is not as it′s sold

but the more I grow

the less I know

And I have lived so many lives

Though I′m not old

And the more I see, the less I grow

The fewer the seeds the more I sow

Then I see you standing there

Wanting more from me

And all I can do is try

Then I see you standing there

Wanting more from me

And all I can do is try try

I wish I hadn′t seen

all of the realness

And all the real people

are really not real at all

The more I learn, The more I learn

The more I cry, The more I cry

As I say goodbye to the way of life

I thought I had designed for me

Then I see you standing there

Wanting more from me

And all I can do is try

Then I see you standing there

I′m all I′ll ever be

But all I can do is try Try Try Try

All of the moments that already passed

We′ll try to go back and make them last

All of the things we want each other to be

We never will be, We never will be

And that′s wonderful, and that′s life

And that′s you, baby

This is me, baby

And we are, we are, we are

we are, we are, we are Free~~

In our love

We are~ free in our love

Try~

yup.. so this is it le.. =)

have a good day ahead!

ENJOY! o.<

2007-01-01T14:35:00.000+08:00

Hey all!! HaPpY nEw YeAr 2o07!! o.<

happy new year to all!! 2007! hm.. hope everyone will stay happy and healthy!

muahaha.. wish everyone have good relationships

wish those who have BGR stays happy forever!

wish those who doesnt have and want to have relationships, get someone nice this year!

wish those who are taking their important exams this year, scores with flying colours!

wish those who are not taking important exams, still scores!

wish those friendship will lasts!

wish those kinship never falls!

wish those whatever __ships will never sink!

wish those in DMB will do well for the upcoming SYF!

wish things will go back to the form where it should stay!

wish that.. i can become thinner! or at least not growing fatter! >.<

wish that all who wants to become (fatter/slimmer/fitter/prettier/more handsome/charismatic/neater/messier?!/WHATEVER!), can become what they wish for!!

wish those who is studying, will not let other factors affect their studies!

wish those who is working, will be able to persevere and higher pay increments, bonus, basic pay, position! XD

wish all the wishes people wish for will all come true!

2006-11-29T18:34:00.000+08:00

Had a BAD DAY.. haiz...

i think for this month, today is not the only bad day which i had.. haiz.. it makes me so fucking pissed la.. walao ****ing shit ass.

there was once, i forgotten when, but it was in this month, i wanna reach home early to catch a TV program after teaching my friend chemistry.. haiz. and it was super unlucky la.. actually not planned to teach my friend on that day, but planned to teach him earlier.. like 2 DAYS BEFORE! that is y im ****ing pissed off when he keep changing the date to teach him.. i mean it's like, hello.. u ask me to teach u.. and ended up u keep shifting the time slot and the date, WTF i think if that is the case, then no point teaching u, it is juz making my life more difficult! haiz.. but in the end, i still taught him and had to rush home. the bus 52 on service is so ****ing few, always makes those who were waiting for it to get pissed off! JUZ LIKE ME... and im mumbling in the bus la.. ok im being very petty, but when u guys have to rush and get home ASAP, u all will also do that ba.. and im not those kind who are willingly to take a cab, i dun think it is worth it.. and when i reach a bus stop, i have to transfer to another bus. when that bus came.. ARGH FUCKING bus driver, dun u know how to look and drive????? he drove across a rather deep hole full of water after the rain and fuckingly splash on me! IN THE END.. IM LATE FOR THE PROGRAM... BLOODY HELL! ASS DRIVERS.. walao.. super suay(unlucky) lor...

then today.. haiz.. i wasnt late for my lesson at 10 and my phone battery is going flat. i have to get a worksheet from my friend and photocopy a few more pieces for my classmates for that module, but im still not late. then i meet up with jiaen and christine, cos they dunnoe where the class is held at. after bringing them there, i was suppose to meet sarip, sebas and wq. sarip told me to wait for him outside the school library. so i waited.. then lj called and ask me to wait for him, cos he also dunnoe where was it. sebas called me after that and say that they were inside already.. wa, im abit pissed le lor, u ask me to wait for u all here, then im being so stupid standing there waiting for u all and after u all went in, then tell me.. wa.. who am i??? so insignificant until u can take me for granted?! same goes to lj, now we are really late for class and i called him the first time, he mentioned that he was at the entrance of the school.. so i think, the library wasnt too far from the entrance which can be reached less than 5 minutes and waited for him.. 10 minutes pass, he still had not came.. so i called again, he replied," im coming... i've sent my friend to the lecture hall first.."

wa.. he still dare to say he sent his friend first.. wtf?! u had plenty of time izzit?? u ask me to wait here and u jolly well have the cheek to tell me that u sent ur friend first?! wad u mean?? im really nothing in ur eyes izzit? able to be present when im in use and can be neglected when im in least importance?? it is hurting la.. if ur heart is made of metal, sorry, mine is made of flesh.. i seem so stupid and waited for everyone and wad i gotten is a piece of something worse than shit, i dunnoe wad i will become to them.. seriously thinking..

but after the class, i tried to forgive him(still feeling abit sour now when im writing)

then after school, which is around 3. im actually going to wait for my another friend, wen si. she end class at 5.. and my phone already dies off before i ended my lesson. so i have to wait for 2 hrs.. doing nothing! then bcos my phone was dead, message cant be passed through.. and i waited until 5.30pm! she still not there.. haiz.. then after i went back home, she then told me that she cant make it when i called her.. at least im not that angry with wen si la.. i think im angry bcos of the incident before that ba.. haiz

hm.. still in a rotten mood now.. project superstar is casting soon, maybe it will cheer me up ba.. =) cya guys..

ENJOY!

2006-11-18T03:15:00.000+08:00

The Whole Week!

yo yo!! sorry for me not posting for a week!! LOL actually the week which had just passed(as starting from the previous post!) is wonderful!! woohoo~~ that's the word!

anyway.. last week's saturday, i went out with my cousins! we are so call the FIVEE gang? LOL but unfortunately shufang isn't able to make it cos she had to work! haha Big Money Big Money! XD she is working to kill time while waiting for releasing of the exam results. so left the 4 of us =) haha.. i think if u ever drop by to their blogs, they will also mention about that day ba..
Becos.. we went to ViVoCiTy! muahaha.. but it aint really a good idea heh.. =/ cos going there isnt really looking at shops, but instead, looking at people! the crowd is horrible, and we made those horrible scenes =) LOL im so proud that we are horrible =X

the place is so **** big, escalators are so **** messy, finding a shop is such a bad idea... haiz, cos we were deciding on having dinner at Marche( which had been added inside the directory) but that place is so **** deserted that we had to keep looking around for the directories.. no wonder they have so many directory.. =.=

and TO OUR HORROR!(exaggerating! hehe) when we walk near the Marche restaurant, there were notices saying, Opening Feb 2007! wow.. how great! it's on the directory?! with no stickers to be paste on those shops' names which isn't yet open!? Aiyoyo~~ i think we SHOULD go there after all the shops are really operating!(this sentence sounds abit weird.. sorry english D7 one LOL)

OK! but i think that day, i had enjoyed the most! =) cos it's with my cousins! it shall be even more enjoyable if shufang were to come.. next time OK! *promise o.<*

Hm.. then sunday, my parents, 3rd sister, her boyfriend and I went to IMM!! haha.. were actually shopping for covered shoes and maybe jackets/clothes. haha.. IMM had changed alot!! and i mean QUITE alot, it has extended and no more open-space carpark, but the multilayer carpark is still there =). there are more new shops of Samuel&Kevin, Ajisen, Mos Burger, ESPRIT, Adidas, Fish&CO., The Coffee Club and many more on the first floor! while the 2nd floor is still under renovation.. haha hope to see more NICE NICE shop coming the IMM's way! woohoo.. then no need to go Vivo squeeze here squeeze there le ^-^

continue, we went to S&K and my sis was like looking at a guy and she told me," hey.. dun u think that guy(salesperson) actually looks quite handsome?" and i agreed," ya lor.. especially after he put on the jacket(which is from S&K on sale).. i think the other guy(salesperson) also quite good-looking!" and the next day i met that guy in campus! OMGosh.. how coincidence?! haha... hm.. i hope that HQ kor will see wad i wrote, LOL then next time our gang go IMM on sundays. HAHA!! make him 'hua1-chi1'-ing(melt?! XP)

then.. after school on monday, i went back to dunearn to visit my band juniors! sigh, it has been a long time since i went back.. I miss yanqing, charlene, yuan chuan, carol and many more! and all my VIPs are taking their 'O' lvl, hm wish them all the best! i went back on wednesday(yesterday) too!

Tuesday and thursday has got nothing special.

wednesday, i went back to dunearn and they were having rehearsals for dunearnite!
as for today.. hm.. went to astro lor, actually wanted to go for dunearnite, but my friend say that today is quite important as there is a briefing for the upcoming camp..

hm.. i think i better go to sleep le.. so cya around!

ENJOY!

2006-11-11T03:14:00.000+08:00

Topic-less..?! Rojak of Topics?! o.O"

haiz.. sorry im out of topic for now.. cos i dunnoe wad to write but also feel like blogging =)

anyway.. wow im wondering how my friend found my blog man.. argh, that will be so embarrassing la.. LOL
Firstly, it isnt nice. Secondly, it seems like no content at all.. and Lastly, erm.. lastly.. ehh.. ANYWAY, just feel so paiseh(shy, embarrassed).. any hole for me to place my head? whole body better!? haha..

oh by the way, about the previous post.. im not angry le ^-^ haha, there shall be a rainbow after a 'world war'!! =X

im abit retarded right?! maybe not abit la.. =P WADEVA

oh ya.. today had astronomy club.. haiz.. actually i hate wednesdays, but i think i dislike fridays more.. even though weekends are coming, i love fridays but the events just makes me hate it.. how pathetic can it be?! =.=

oh~~ my fridays.. all ruined! i wish there will be a miracle for me not to hate fridays and not to dislike being inside the astronomy club le. i shall be more open to astro.. let it be part of my life.. but.. haiz maybe not for now ba... ...

hm.. then i think i have alot of things that i wanna do.. but havent got the chance to do them. i feel like going back to my secondary school and take a look at my juniors in band. i miss all of them man! they are nice (some*) LOL. i also feel like going back to the place where i used to work last time, feel like visiting my friends-cum-colleagues but i just cant make myself to find the time and do it! *sigh* sometimes it's so disappointing when u have the urge to do something but u cant fulfill it or u just being too tired and lazy to even make the first step! ARGH.. i guess im starting to crap.. so i shant continue. hehehe~~

crapping is quite enjoyable sometimes.. LOLX!

haha.. i think i better go to bed le.. if not later tml cant wake up.. haha cos my cousins and i will be going to VIVOCITY! WOOHOO~~ being a 'sua gu'(nerd, countryside pumpkin?! LOL).. my first time will be GIVEN to my cousin.. lolx sounds abit wrong! and that phrase was taught by my friend call wen SPACE si! haha let's shall not elaborate further.. oh~~ look at the time.. 3.40 A.M.!! haha

so.. hope u all will have a great weekend tomorrow! and sunday of course! ^-*V

ENJOY!

2006-11-04T18:55:00.000+08:00

What The ****!!!.. IM speechless.. (if u will feel unwell reading vulgarities, please dont read this post)

ok.. i juz came back home from my CIP.. and u know wad i saw???my sis's boyfriend is using my maplestory account to play! ****.. and im not angry with her lor, but she help him! im so.. speechless.

when i saw that he was using my account to play, im like,' walao..'
sis replied,' but i didnt gave him ur account number..'

then i throw my keys on to the dining table. she then said,' do u have to get angry over this..? do u have to throw it onto the table?'

obviously i will be angry!! they didnt even ASK MY PERMISSION!! WTH.. izzit that the phone bill is very very expensive? izzit that they will think i will be ok with it? y cant my sis juz tell me or ask for my permission to play MY ACCOUNT???? at least when i need to use her account.. i did seek for her permission lor..

at least, i wont be angry if my sis is playing my account.. but she also mentioned,' but we are one family ma..' wow.. one family?! i feel like saying right in front of her.. 'wad if both of u broke-up?? are we still ONE FAMILY?!?!?!?!?!'.

ya.. one family, i may let my sis play.. BUT NOT HIM YET...he isnt my relative yet.. and my sis helped him, wow.. family huh?? wadabout me?? aint i ur brother? y u let him play without telling me?? is a permission THAT difficult to ask??

i may be petty.. but that character inside maplestory is mine! cant he juz make a spearman himself?? and ya.. he is making it now, when i am posting this, cant he have done that earlier?? im so da** F****d-up now.. it is so ridiculous.

i think i should have the privilege to be angry lor..

haiz.. i dont know what to say now.. juz feel like complaining, so i post this =/ ok la.. anyway, dont hate me because of that, sometimes u all will feel that way too.. juz wanna protect ur things, can be touched by relatives, but not others.. for example, a diary, ur own laptop, etc. unless u trust that person, maybe i still cant trust him as yet ba.. still dont have that kind of kinship feeling, or even the friendship feeling..

maybe will juz be angry of him for awhile more ba..

ok la.. hope u all can be happy alwayz!!

ENJOY! =]

2006-11-04T01:56:00.000+08:00

feel so.. alone?!

hm.. i also dont know y, just have this feeling of loneliness. juz feel that.. no one understands me.. no one bothers to give me any attention, even if there is some attention. that is also not the kind of attention which i wanted.

this happens quite afew days ago.. when i was leaving home for school and before that, i was playing my computer.. when im switching it off and going out, im saying bye bye to the computer. omgosh.. i think im so alone lor.

haha.. a kid undergoing depression here.. LOL at least that is wad im thinking of myself.

hm.. it's ok la, wahaha.. gtg sleep le.. if not later cant wake up at 8, cos having CIP(community involvement programme) at 9am! wonder how can i manage.. im collecting old newspaper at boon lay, haha. so.. have fun!

ENJOY! =)

2006-10-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

WoOoOoOOooOoooLaLaH!! LIQUID NITROGEN!!

WOOHOO!!.. SO NICE.. actually it's yesterday's post.. but i posted the cheesecakes yesterday le.. haha so now i post! it was so fun!! woooooolala~~~

yesterday, we had our laboratory practical on thermodynamics.. one of my module! hehe.. we are getting into groups for our practical bcos our teacher says that the lab does not have enough space to squeeze all of us.

after that, we went into the lab (hohoho.. that day no need to wear lab coat, cos it's not that dangerous). we are having biscuits in the lab.. WITH LIQUID NITROGEN!!muaha
it is SUPER COLD!! our technical service officer(TSO) for our lab says that nitrogen change state at -196 degree Celsius! wow.. and when he pour out the liquid nitrogen, it's literally BOILING! woohoo.. it's colourless juz like water.. wow! and when water is boiling, it's 100 celsius, but when nitrogen is boiling.. it is at -196celsius, so the gas can be seen diffusing profusely!

last but not least!.. my friend took the whole practical using her phone haha, and she posted it on youtube! haha.. here is the link!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zAIbzTgH3qs

haha.. feifei is fu hao! LOL and i am the one wearing green shirt hehe.. it shows my classmates too.. one of them isn't here.. hope she can join us too.. >.<" and liquid nitrogen juz freezes everything to hard solid, able to crush it with hammer or by hand! oh gosh..
ok la.. going off le! hehe..

but i still dunnoe how to put up tagboard.. haiz.. sorry for me making such a boring blog =P

anywaez.. hope u all find the practical nice!!
enjoy!

2006-10-26T22:42:00.000+08:00

CHEESECAKES!!

WOOHOO!!.. actually today im going to put 2 posts, haha, so bare with me =)

haha.. on 25th October, that day was sarip's(my friend) birthday! hehe.. luckily that day is after our malay friends fasting month!( selamat hari raya!! to all our malay friends!! hehe!) ok back to our topic! haha

after school ends, sebas, li jiong, sarip and i went to bukit timah plaza(i think so..LOL don't really know where it is, it's near our school anyway. hehe) we met darren there, he was busy playing pool with his friend. haha, i don't know how to play pool, so watch them play lor.. LOL but it's quite entertaining. erm.. maybe for the first few times ba.. bcos it's quite weird when im juz looking and not playing it. they are trying to teach me.. but it's just not my game haha! =P

we separated after an hour or so.. and sebas have to go back to school and fetch her girlfriend( wooolala.. so sweet neh!) but the sky seems unhappy =( .. it started to pour before we left the shop, so sad..

anyway.. we decided to have some cake and we saw this shop named "Liu San", it basically sells taiwanese delights BUT, it is also having cakes place at the front of the shop!! hohoho...

Sebas had chocolate truffle, lj ate oreo cheesecake, sarip gotten strawberry cheescake and me.. hehe i got the pecan walnut cheesecake!! wow! u bet they were nice.. haha but they say mine sounds weird, looks even weirder LOL. after sebas tried mine, he say it's nice too!! woohoo.. at least i never made the wrong choice(eventhough it sounds weird and doesn't look appealing.. hehe, here are the cakes.. i hope this works..)

as u can see at the top of the post.. haha mine is at the top left...

finished the cakes.. we took cab back to school, as the sky is still 'crying'.. haha

haha i hope sarip feels good! LOL.. okok hope u all will feel good after reading these too! haha YUMMY!! XP

enjoy!...

2006-10-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL STARTS!!

haha.. today is the day! lol.. missed my friends! never seen some of them like, 7 weeks!

wow, today it's like training our ears.. at least that is what im thinking. okay, today we've met new lecturers. our new lecturers, 2 of them, at least i only heard the 2 of them have special accents, im not blaming them or being racist here =) i know its their dialects and how they are being brought up that matters.. just that, during our lecture(includes 3 classes of around 20 pupils each) about 50% of them are actually giggling. maybe they aren't joking on their accents, but they ain't listening to the lecturer too.. haha ha. ha..h.. erm, i should not be so bad.

anyway, haha nice nice! this semester, im learning EM3(engineering mathematics level 3). finally im about the same track as what my secondary school friend, Amelia, whom is studying in Pioneer junior college now while im studying in Ngee Ann polytechnic. im learning how to solve integrations by parts, haha maybe this sounds foreign or it might be chicken-feet to you, but i actually have to remember that formula, maybe it will become a habit. erm.. actually its not that on track with junior college ba, my friend had long finish those stuffs.. by the way, they just finished their promos not long ago.. hope ALL my friends who are studying in jc's to have grades which they wanted!

hmm.. today is quite a long day and somemore, yesterday i did not have a good sleep. because im too anxious? nervous? whatever.. haha. anyway, im playing games too, and i wanna play now.. haha im playing maplestory! if you are interested too, feel free to go to its website, it's for South-East Asia, do welcome gamers from other countries too. so long as you understand how we talk.. haha Haha muahahhahaha Muahaha~~ not being evil.. lol

the link is here: http://www.maplesea.com/

ok, see u all around! enjoy..

2006-10-15T01:50:00.000+08:00

Drifting further apart..

so far, i havent introduce myself on this blog.. i am someone who lives in singapore, in a place call jurong. living in an apartment in the HDB flat.

this doesnt sounds convincing.. actually this blog.. im going to introduce my siblings, im the youngest of the four of us. i have three elder sisters! they are great.. in one way or another, they meant alot and i mean ALOT to me. we have an age gap of 7 years between my 2nd and 3rd sis. while my eldest sis is juz a year older than my 2nd sis, same goes to me and my 3rd sis.

last time, my family lived together. i think that should be the best moments we had.. as a family, although we might have some quarrels at times, but i think quarrels are actually helping us to bond more as we will forgive each other and stay together again. i think i am starting to crap.

recently, around these 2 years or so, our bonds starts to get weaker... it feels abit.. prickly? maybe not abit.

first, my 2nd sis is staying at my grandmother's apartment to accompany my granny, because my grandfather had left this world a little too early, which is 3 years back. why do humans only regret when something or someone left you and never cherish until they know they must?

ok.. the next one, will be my eldest sis. she moved out because she is getting married!! actually she's counted as married =) she is living very happily with her hubby, at least i hope she is.

and right just now, she came back home with her hubby to visit our parents. she will be staying overnight at home and brother-in-law had went home first. because they planned to play the same game together and there is only one desktop at her house. so she is staying overnight to play with her hubby.. haha come to think of that, they are cute! still seems like children playing games together!

just now, when my parents are just asleep. she mentioned that.. it seems like she is no longer our eldest sister, seems like whatever we do, we had never discussed or never told her what we are going to do, never tell her anything and keeping secrets from her.. at least that is what i think. haha sorry STML again (Short-Term Memory Lost). cant really recall what she said.. maybe because im heartbroken..

i've been questioning her on the past few minutes before im writing this post. i think i wont go into the details. she is still playing her games but i do not know what actually is on her mind?! then she said, 'just forget what i've said, it's nothing important..'

im so.. ... i dont know how to explain the feeling, it's ambiguous..

as for my 3rd sis.. i think she is living in a virtual world, until she knows how cruel reality is.. i dont wish to see her fall off her virtual dream paradise. she currently is having a 'camp'. i shall not further smoking my way through, feels bad keeping a secret which should not be kept.

if u wanna know the detail of the real camp.. u can link to her blog at the previous post or my links..

ok la.. i shall stop for now.. this is the last weekend holiday before school starts.
cant wait for school to start.. at least can see my friends..

i.. dont wanna see our bonds between each other.. to.. dies off. i hope it can return to its old state, nothing have changed is the best.

2006-10-12T03:56:00.000+08:00

hey Hey HEY!!

im back to blog.. haha it has been a long time since i blogged. actually it's because of my cousin's blog, which gives me the 'urge' to try out new things! i think that their blogs are wonderful, maybe because they have nice backgrounds or simply just the content which attract readers! if u all are interested in their blogs too, here are the links(i dun know if these works) http://luv0e0natural.blogspot.com , http://jasperthedummy.blogspot.com/ , http://xxxchocoholicxxx.blogspot.com/ and http://mini-choco-love.blogdrive.com

hm.. i should have blogged earlier. because there ain't any fun stuff recently. But i've had a chalet on 2nd to 4th of October with my poly classmates! they are so fun.. muaha~ at least i think so ^^. maybe i will start my crap now.. haha

during the chalet, we had lots of fun! the first day, i was late to meet with my friends(sorry!), so they went there first, to check-in. haha, we spent much of our time.. playing poker cards rather than sleeping.LOLX! the first day.. hmm.. only half of the class shown up(it's kind of tough, as some of them has been working, or some just dun have the time to come. it's ok anyway!). it is rather common or nothing special, until that night! we rented bikes for overnight, planned to go night cycling hehe.. [im not sure whether it is expensive or not.. it is $14 for overnight after the auntie gave us a discount, of $1 each, and we took 10 bicycles! wa.. wondering how much money can they make for just one day!

anyway, we went for night cycling!! wow it was nice, especially with good friends! we cycle cycle cycle.. haha until someone complained that their legs are aching, im complaining too =P then we sat down at the beach. it's amazing that darren, our chairman, brought many things for us! and he was the one who organised this chalet, wonder how he managed(i simply cant do those stuffs! haha how ignorant can i be.. hm..)

ok, he brought 2 mats for the eleven of us to sit down, and not to dirty our clothes yet, on the sand. it's hot after cycling and we are perspiring when we are sitting on the beach.. erm maybe im only the one who is perspiring ba, haha there are thick blabbers underneath my skin! the wind is so comfy and we even saw cats loitering around, one of them even sat near the sea.. haha and we thought that it is going to commit suicide!(we are quite lame.. but i like my class haha, maybe because im a lame person ba =) wadeva!) also.. some of my classmates are playing pokers on the beach.. they just cant seems to stop.

on our way back, its already 2+ a.m. i guess(having stml sorry). we're kind of hungry and deciding on going to mcdonald's for breakfast after going back and took bath. the 11 of us are squeezing in just a room, it's so nice! some playing poker while zhimin is reading a book about many weird things, like y donald duck's comic is banned in a country(forgot which country le.. sorry) and the answer is because it didnt wear bottoms! haha it's quite hilarious on some of those funny facts. sad that weiquan wanted to go home(he lives quite near), so he said he will be back tml. we waited till 4+ a.m., never even got a wink and after we had our 'breakfast', it's STRAIGHT FOR BED!(time check 6+ a.m.)

woke up in the early afternoon.. WooOooOoOlala! after washing up, poker time!! LOL.
then more people came for the chalet! yeah!! went to return the bikes, the guys went for a dip but i didnt go.. haha. so i followed the girls as zhimin was having trainings in the late afternoon and we are sending her out, then shop for cup noodles in the supermarket.. hehe.

after she left, huiting, zoey, jolyn and me went back. having cup noodles as breakfast?! while playing poker(cor dai di!). the guys came back and i helped to open the door, fu hao was half-naked and drenched saying:' CY! wanna hug?' lol because he was all wet, wanna make me wet also.. haha so i ran away.

it's quite boring.. until the bbq stuff was sent here.. and.. it's time to prepare for the bbq!! woohoo! having fun having fun having fun!! (i forgot! we bought sparklers too! haha) while the charcoal is getting hotter and hotter, we started to bbq! mr chong(our mentor/teacher-in-charge), joanna and jia en came! they also bought a cake, it is actually to celebrate weiquan, zoey and my birthday one.. but weiquan didnt turn up. sobz~~ anyway, talk about the sparklers, binghan or darren made a 2 rockets of sparklers, but didnt shoot up haha. left with 17 sticks for each of us! so nice, fun, enjoying, hohohohoho all the great words to explain that scene!

after the bbq, it's water bomb time! haha it is damn fun!! woohoo.. huiting, jolyn and i were hiding inside a room filling up water bombs haha, we attack from the window, because the window got loose and almost fall off. astley came to help, with a water bag on hand! that makes me worried that he might throw the water bomb.. then when the window is back in place, i quickly shut the window not knowing that his finger is still there.. im so sorry!! >.<>

no more sad stuff, ok. after the bbq, many of them went home and zhimin came back! she finished up the cake and some bbq stuff.. it's about 12+ midnight and we went to bathe taking turns even though there are 4 toilets, because left the 8 of us (zw, sebast, ast, fh, lj, zm, darren and me!). we packed up all the bbq stuff and prepare to sleep..

firstly, there are 4 rooms, 2 queen sized and 4 singles. we slept in a 2 singles room and moved 1 queen sized and 2 single mattresses to that room, the 8 of us squeezed into it! woohoo.. it was wonderful.. haha we chit-chatted and all until all of us are really dead logs.. then slept till 9+ a.m. and checked out

wow.. i think this is my longest post ever!! haha its almost 4a.m. haha.. going to sleep le..

Enjoy! everyone~~ =)

2006-09-09T00:55:00.000+08:00

wooolala.. haha harlo!! i'm new to blogging.. so please guide me along and give comments.. but might not make any action to it yet hehe... =P